Transcripts For RT Documentary 20240713

Sometime soon people were joking about something i would catch myself if i was even letting i feel guilty. And its very difficult for a normal person to get a spin understand you live with that all your life i want to punt and we will live with it we did not receive help like now when our boys are coming from the wars in then finally they need to mend you know for the how do you call it depression we didnt have to tell. The big things were all the time we go on. And. They would take off you know your butt of your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to a different way. To or sometimes to dead. In a very good hour auschwitz your living. Every moment. With. It was a really like giving in hell. That went to a terrible too big. To. Be dangerous as woman was getting is all strong that dont front. Doors to beating was. We were making some break. To break it to be tested if its the wrong. Because this was going to read the bombs. You see. The german. One day. The main assessment from our streets. And. Started to. Be called. I was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. And he was beating me pretty is boots he was wearing heavy boots. And yours bidding me up from top to bottom. When they left i was all below the. Block was gone home gushing from all over i really dont know how i made this as was my morris beating. And the girls couldnt believe it and. People dont know when they look at you and theyre really insights left you its left a scar a better. You never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. Now when the wish for anybody to to understand whats happening you dont know what way. And you are there. And its takes a long time until you get out of it. And this is talking about. But. You go on. And. I felt every moment missing my mom. First the war she would be a grandma and how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i dont know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. Its cannot be described in the real mosers love and i missed it. You know its hard for me to know call eve day ever saw me crying could be. I really tried my best to protect them and. I kept a lot of things away theres something say i didnt want them to know. When the time already came when they saw my number and they were designee mother what disease you can imagine and theyre too moment what can you tell it. You know used to say well they put this number because youre very good at last found me go find your mama and thats it enclosed. As older i got in i looked back. And indeed between the lines. That they really held it. So this is something id completely forgotten about its an anthology of poems by children of Holocaust Survivors and i remembered having a pawn published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. I dont remember this poem at all that ill read it for you and i havent seen it in like a long time. Sonia 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. Dark clouds dark cauliflower fests i climb the cherry tree for her this year. And carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she yells at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a Long Distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. Who is her husband own for an overseas sings the song her. Kids. Were ringback ringback. You know are you you are not her you are. No your hair looks good. Looking. Now what is going on. Do you gentlemen nation no. Friends the end of the day you know it said you are just there or madam please allow this let their. Form know oh you least insulation. If you have any. Treat you contact me. It was really shocking point to me. And i have to prepare myself you dont have to close it. Dated. About now well this is what im saying to me sarah a sunday at whats happening now i have to. Keep larry was sort of. Horrible things that i cant believe myself sometimes when i close and. How is your wage. You know i tell you one thing. Its always in my mind. When. You still remember whenever you are down. You know good moredock. How many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. People will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for the human mean but i was very very wrong. And this is a very. Good talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see were going back wards and paid to still growing. More than i ever would. So you go warning you but. In a way very disappointed to know world him feeling goes a dissing way. Here speeding up is not enough. Ill start. A 17 with a life that. Was. A mature prison. I was not a humble person. Process. A lot of my life not really. Contributing much. Other than. Carnegie. I just really didnt have any use for anything positive i just you know im going to be a prison guy. Is for sure. You never know who youre going to be is going to change your life. Would shape or form youre going to come here. I mean will see what i mean for me. I am all to yourself. And i mean for in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. The national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. On our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said a little more than a year. It drops to 8 percent. There are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night and through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. Thats a big majority of things being all right. So here i am having coffee. Reading a newspaper about the closing of a Shopping Center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her youve lost so many things in your life youve had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. And she said if you look up on the wall to wall see the optimist screen and when i come in every morning thats the 1st thing that i can and i thought to myself. And the optimist create the prisoners and they have to miscreate i have to bring them together. Join me every thursday on the all excitement and ill be speaking to the world of politics or business im sure business. A dark industry comes to life in los angeles every night. Dozens of women sells their bodies on the streets many of them underage. Los Angeles Police reveal a taste of their daily challenge if youre going to exploit for a child here in los angeles they were going to come over you see officers going undercover as 6 workers and customers to fight the early 6 trade. They were going no it was really like to be in the. Go see you would never believe it what a human can do to have as. One day that i was working in the fields one day and here comes a rock with a problem the doria the ashes were spreading. As a fertilizer and i can tell you. Base spreading those you know with their so i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could im a tortilla it couldnt bore completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still believe this saved me a kick in. And its your opinion parties. To exterminate your group race. Maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by remaking it and the now i can make it i can make it out. So you gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server they sold a number are. They when i seen. It made me say yeah. I never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you. Experience is everything. To me takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. I made as some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because theyre hard and they dont think things will get better for. And when you say oh. And you look at her as you see. Things are good for her now them i gave you the courage to say you know. Im not going do what i was thinking about i dont. How do you find forgiveness. Forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so low there seems forgiveness while. I see in people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile theyre burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be picked. To put to loath in your heart. You become like a different person i see the parole board in the 6 months or so. Hopefully ill be. You know try me something. Every time some of that around. I hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i say still mad the war stay all that dimension to you. Theres. A way thank you so wonderful there you go did you do to us not only me but one of these guys in here that youve given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. To get out of here so i appreciate you coming here thank you im really really. Serious the way. You make out with. Me. When i get out on the farm so you know. So he can listen and hopefully be bless. Her. Straight up. Because i believe hes dead bob been on course for 30 years and nothing. Very bad at all is what youre most of those who are there streamer right are bored and it would kill me just more the garden was in here. Theres no regard to feel. Shes still alive to offer higher. Or even a serious military were the. First. Place there are you come back in. The day your. Car can you know its you know. If i might make it to. You know the strong things dont go. Yes you can be very small. Train for. You know when youre 1944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and death. And this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s. S. Guard on her last day of captivity. Theyre relating to it and theyre thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now and its an obligation that im glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. I really feel privileged to. Well i can do this you know i mean to me. And it means to me there and i wish that my father. I wish that he. Had enough. When he was. He. If. You and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in Bergen Belsen so it was a very said it was a head they. Assumed it to. People could hear the prisoners could hear him hell vibrating to hear tanks coming closer and closer they knew this was liberation. So of course they were starving. For my mother was working. There were still a couple of guards that were. In the cars for trying to stop them as. The bullets came in right here and it sent them into my house and it came through. Close. And then girls with this from the same wallet. That. I was the most serious. And the moment when the. I did not realize what is happening to me until the blog post that coming. So this was a terrible experience just to see dave did you. Made it. She survived years. Off the spill. Is right. It is. Literally. In their wind its also. Coming theyre telling their friends about. It. Thats my money. So you know obviously facts a lot of people when she talks people they say they want to do something about it. And i thought that it was and i actually didnt think instead of just talking. My name is caroline kennedy. Is a city. I just graduated high school. So i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story changed my life completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. With her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. Thats really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and its a huge chain reaction. I mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on you now in so maybe coming to your school have an impact on other people in the future. Everything collapsed against the bottom. So how long will it last probably not a long time because. As weve seen during brant woods or through the plaza toward of the 1980 s. Theres going to have to be a global coordinated sit down to rearrange the global 4 x. Market rearrange the global currency grid and the dollar is not the thing were going to have to match against because that runaway bally when the dollar is whats causing this deflation and thats whats causing the global depression part. Blushes and i think she showed the cheek of total more than the beach he cut the hole goes through team your he said its not that its in detention since that only shooting against. The utility bills you know he said. You needed. A little bit i was going to have. To show. Respect to the south korean his risto im going to be from kuwait summed up. The money is what you called the british mr west imo sure but just. Join me every thursday on the alex salmond show and ill be speaking to guest of the world of politics sports business im show business ill see you then. This is headline stories donald trump invokes a war time law as an Emergency Response to the corona Virus Outbreak forcing American Companies to ramp up production of. The meanwhile sheltered supporters for a month to limit the spread of coal bed 19 from stick to the strictest measures in the blockhouse our correspondent reports from paris anybody leaving the pope has also been told that the meat. Has to stay. On the world health organization