Transcripts For RT Documentary 20240713
Know your butt of your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to diffident way big toe sometimes to dead. In better than our auschwitz you are living. Every moment. With. It was a really like giving in ohio. That went to a terrible toll big i want to well be dangerous as woman was living is also the door front. Door just beating because. We were making some break. To break it to be tested if its Strong Enough because this was going to work there. The bombs. You see. Determine. The one day. The main assessment from our streets. And. Started to test those but. He called me. I was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. And he was beating me. He was wearing heavy boots. And yours bidding me up from top to bottom. When they left i was all below the. Blog was gome gushing from all over i really dont know how i made this is was made worse beating. And the girls couldnt believe it and. People dont know when they look at you and the really incites left you its left a scar abetted. And you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. And now when the wish for any bad to to understand whats happening you dont know wave away. And you are there. And its takes a long time until you get out of it. And this is just im talking about. That. You go on. And. I felt every moment missing my mom. First the war she would be going to. How happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i dont know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. Its cannot be described the real mosers love and i missed it. I know its hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. I really tried my best to protect them and i kept a lot of things away theres something say i didnt want them to know. When the time already came when they saw my number and they were desk me mum know what disease you can imagine and theyre too warm and what can you tell him you know used to say well they put this number because youre very good at last found me go find your mamma and thats it enclosed. As older i got. In i looked back. And reading between the lines. Did they really help it. So this is something id completely forgotten about samantha ology poems by children of Holocaust Survivors and i remembered having a poem published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paul meant was the poem was called sonia at 32. I dont remember this poem and all that ill read it for you and i havent seen it in like a long time. Sonia at 32. 00 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. Dark clouds dark cauliflower fists i climb the cherry tree for her this year. And carry 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust shields at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a Long Distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. Who is her husband over and over she sings the song her dead. Kid. How does he know i do you know are you. There you are. Here well you know your hair looks. Looking guy. Now what is going on. I mean to read to you jeremy nation open up your own sick fancy pronounce of the day you know it says do sarah or madam please allow this letter to sarah as formal notice of your lease cancellation. If you have any questions. Or contact me. It was really shocking point to me. And i have to prepare myself you dont have to close it dented. About now well this is what i was saying to myself they saw me at whats happening now i have to change gears to. Keep larry are sort of. Horrible things that i cant believe myself sometimes when i close my eyes how i survived. You know i tell you one thing. Its always in my mind. When i. Used to remember when oh you darling. No camorra down. How many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. People will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for the human mean but i was very very wrong. And this is a very. Good talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see were going back. And paid to still growing. More than i ever would. So you go warning you but. In a way very disappointed to know world him feeling goes a dissing way. Here speaking up is not enough. 17 with a life of. Ours. And a mature prison. Was not a humble person. Process. A lot of my life not really. Contributing much. Carnegies. I just really didnt have any use for anything positive i just wouldnt be a prison guy. Is for sure. So you never know who youre going to be is going to change your line. Would shape or form youre going to come here. And. My name will see what i mean for me. I am all too yourself. And i mean in a program and all that kansas presence called reaching out from within. The national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. Our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said little more than a year. It drops to 8 percent. There are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night and through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if we just believe that things are going to be all right that. Thats a big majority of things being all right. So here i am having coffee and. Reading a newspaper about the closing of a Shopping Center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her youve lost so many things in your life youve had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. And she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning thats the 1st thing that i kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimists create the prisoners and the optimists creed i have to bring them together. So what weve got to do is identify the threats that we have its crazy confrontation let it be an arms race off and spearing Dramatic Development only really im going to resist are those seats that strategy will be successful very critical. To sit down and talk busy. To them she available for use you do so that you can hold your will or parking to. Join to happen on. These to. Be sure that all of this stuff dont. Exist so its something. You could stick to good you know its. Pretty low. The. Proxy. Going to. Visit. And. Shes. 54 jets and more than 1300 military personnel are headed to heal some air force base in alaska where is that to say come on ill show you whats the reason for any type of enhanced u. S. Military presence in this area russia. What is it suddenly about the South China Sea that makes it so that it 11000000000 barrels of oil. Take a look at this map who really owns what kind of says no it belongs to us india says no we claim that that belongs to us both of these countries have Nuclear Weapons capabilities there is reason for concern so thats why were going to drill down on the story for you today right here on the news with rick sanchez where you know as we always like to say we do believe by golly its time to do news again. Then you can know it was really like to be in hell. Because you would never believe it wasnt a human can do to have as a. One day that i was working in the field slanted 8 and cant come said with. The s. S. Will are spreading the s. S. As a fairy tale is there. And i can tell you based spreading those you know with the show i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the couldnt toria it couldnt bore completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still believe this saves me a kick in. And its your opinion parties. To exterminate your group race. Maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by her making me a mole now i can make it i can make it out. So you gotta remember to look at these numbers on my server they told a number are. There when i seen. It made me say yeah. I never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person you are. Experience is everything. To me takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. I mean is some people who go out and do crazy things hurt others because theyre hard and they dont think things will get better for. And when you say oh. You look at her as you see. Things are good for her now them i give you the courage to say you know. Im not going do what i was thinking about i dont. How do you find forgiveness. Forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so many there seem forgiveness. What i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile theyre burned i would say the people who passed about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be picked. To put to loath in your heart. You become like a different person i see the parole board in the 6 months or so. Hopefully ill be still you know try me something. Every time thats what i had around. I hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to displace even like i say its still not the war state although i did mention to you. Theres. A way thank you so wonderful there you go as you do to us not only me but a lot of these guys in here that youve given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. To get out of here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really liked it. There is no way with. Me. When i get out im on the farm so you know. This and hopefully be blessed while i. Heard this. Story. Because i believe hes dead obviating course were 32 years and nothing. Compared to that at all is what your mother both are airstream are right are wouldnt it would kill nature is more the driving force in here. Theres no regard to feel. Shes still alive to offer higher. Or even a serious military. Personal. Truth place where you come back in. The day your. Words are in your notes you know. If i might make it to. You know the strong things dont go. Yes you can be very small for the extreme you for. Being. In the when youre 1944 my mom was forced on a desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills in debt. And this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s. S. Guard on her last day of captivity. Theyre relating to it and theyre thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation now and its an obligation that im glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. I really feel privileged to. If i can do this you know i mean to me. And it means to me there and i wish that my father. I wish that he. Had enough. When he will. He. Is. If. You and i are speaking on the 70th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in Bergen Belsen so it was a very. It was a happy innocent they. Did. It to. People because here the prisoners could hear him feel the vibrating to hear tanks coming closer and closer they knew this was liberation. So of course they were starving. For my mother was working. There were still a couple of guards that were. In the cars for trying to stop them as. The bullets came in right here and its send them into my house and it came through. Clothes from my lungs. And then girls with this from the same wallet where. I was the most serious. Moment when the. I did not realize what is happening to me until the blog start coming. So this was a terrible experience just to see dave did you. Made it. She survived years. Off the spill. Is right. It is. Literally. In the air when its also. Coming theyre telling their friends about. It. Thats my money. And. So you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. Said i thought that it was important that i actually didnt think instead of just talking. So my name is caroline kennedy. Is a city and i just graduated from high school. So i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story at least weve changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. With her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. Thats really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and its a huge chain reaction. I mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now in so maybe coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future. We go to work. Straight home. During the vietnam war u. S. Forces a neighbor unless there was a secret war. And for years the American People did not know. Our so my state is officially the most heavily bombed country per capita in all of Human History millions of unexploded bombs still in danger lives in this Small Agricultural country so when i remember something going to happen and there even today you kids and loves full victims of bombs dropped decades ago is the us making amends for that tragedy and what help do the people need in that little land on. The busta one business show you cant afford to mess up their month as they are in washington coming up markets are meant as a result of us plaguing us trying to tension after beijing proposed new National Security restrictions on hong kong and the fight nearly every sector being hit by the pandemic the Defense Industry thrives after being deemed essential we have a packed show today felafel and dive right at