Transcripts For RT Documentary 20240713

Day. The main assessment from our streets. Started to. Be. I was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. And he was beating me. He was wearing heavy boots. And yours bidding me up from top to bottom. When they left i was all below the. Blog was gong gushing from all over i really dont know how i make this is was my morris beating. And the girls couldnt believe it and. People dont know when they look at you and theyre really inside left you its left a scar a better me. You never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. You know when the wish for anybody to to understand whats happening you dont know what way. And you are there. And its takes a long time until you get out of it. And this is. About. Its right. That. You go on. And. I felt every moment missing my mom. First a war she would be a grandma and how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i dont know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. Its cannot be described in the real mosers love and i missed it. I know its hard for me to call if they ever saw me crying could be. I really tried my best to protect them and. I kept a lot of things away theres something say i didnt want them to know. When the time already came when they saw my number and there were designee mother what disease you can imagine and theyre too warm and what can you tell it. You know used to say well they put this number because youve got you at last found me go find your mamma and thats it enclosed. As older i got in i looked bad. And indeed between the lines. That they really held it. So this is something id completely forgotten about its an anthology of poems by children of Holocaust Survivors and i remembered having a pawn published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. I dont remember this poem at all that ill read it for you and i havent seen it in like a long time. Sonia 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. Dark clouds dark cauliflower fests i climb the cherry tree for her this year. And carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she yells at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries a Long Distance about this and that about the little man who is her son political son. Who is her husband own for an overseas sings the song her. Kids. Were ringback. You know are you you are not her you are. No your hair looks great. Looking. Let it out and know what is going on. Do you gentlemen nation know. The end of the day you know it said do you stare or madam please allow this let their. Form know oh you lease cancellation. If you have any. Chance for me to contact me. It was really a shocking point to me. And i have to prepare myself you dont have to close it. Yes it. About now well this is what im saying to myself a sunday at whats happening now i have to change gears to where i keep larry was sort of. Horrible things that i cant believe myself sometimes when a close. How is your wage. You know i tell you one thing. Its always in my mind. When we used to remember whenever you were down. No camorra down. How many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. People will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respects you for a human being but i was very very wrong. And this is a very. Good talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see were going back. And paid to still growing. More than i ever would. So you go warning you but. In a way very disappointed to know world in feeling goes a dissing way. Here speaking up is not to know. How to live. 17 with a life of. Ours. And in which your prison. I was not a humble person. A lot of my life not really. Contributing much. Carnegie. I just really didnt have any use for anything positive i just will be a prison guy. Is for sure. You never know who youre going to be is going to change your line. Would shape or form youre going to come here. Mining will see what i mean for me. I am all to yourself. And i mean in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within. The national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. Our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said little more than a there. It drops to 8 percent. There are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. Thats a big majority of things being all right. So here i am having coffee. In reading a newspaper about the closing of a Shopping Center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her youve lost so many things in your life youve had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. And she said if you look up on the wall you will see the optimists creed and when i come in every morning thats the 1st thing that i can and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the up to his creed i have to bring them together. d you. d could call. The book. The. Place to live to show you a little sad news you do so you can call him call your local coop are. Clear on that just look up on. The beast in all the shows all the stuff but dont take care of the song was faked fixing to force you to put stinky human body we know its way normal moral up it allows. For more. Or less deprive your life the most bucks if we can fit me perfectly to use a function that you think lead to the police and. An assumption is likely to shift shes just. Not looking good. Still. The world is driven by a dream shaped by the curse of those great. Snow dares thinks. We dare to ask. America now oh she was really like to be in hell. Because he would never have. Believe it wasnt a human can do to have as. One day that i was working in to fields on a date and cant come said with. The ashes were spreading the ashes as a fairy tale lies there and i can tell you based spreading those you know with their soul i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my toria it couldnt bore completely and this was very difficult to me until today i still live with this saved me a kick in the. Pity parties. To exterminate through race. Maybe that injury was when he was beating me up by her making me a mole now i can make it i can make it out. She gotta remember. These numbers on my server she told him no more. Then when i seen. It made me say yeah. I never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to judge you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person your. Experience is everything. I me takes people whove been through something to reach people who who are going through something. I mean is some people who go on do crazy things hurt others because theyre hard and they dont think things will get better for. And when you say. You look at her as you see. Things good for her them i give you the. Im not going to what i was thinking about i dont know. How do you find forgiveness. Forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so low there seem forgiveness what i see in people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile theyre burned i would say the people who passed about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be picked. To put to loath in your heart. You become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so. Hopefully ill be. You know contribute something. And. It turned into that around. I hope that all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i say still now the war started although i did mention to you. Theres. A way thank you so wonderful there you go you to us not only me but a lot of these guys in here that youve given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want. To get out of here so i appreciate you coming here thank you i really really. You make out. That. When i get out on the farm saw you know what its like my son so heard an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be bless well ive. Heard this. Story. Because i believe hes dead obviating course really 32 years and nothing can be compared with it at all is what your mother both are airstream are right it would kill me in just a moment the bride was here. Theres no regard to feel. Shes still alive to offer time. Or even a serious. Personal. Truth place where you come back into the day. Where shall you are keeping your notes you know that. If i might make it to. You know the strong things dont come. To us you can be very small for the extremes. In the when youre 1944 my mom was forced on the desk march from auschwitz to the notorious for going bills in debt. And this brings us to how the war ended for my mom. When british troops approached her camp and what happened between her and then s. S. Guard on her last day of captivity. Theyre relating to it and theyre thinking about themselves. In their families and so i feel an obligation. And its an obligation that im glad to do now and honestly i feel privileged. I really feel privileged. That i can do this you know i mean to me. And it means to me there and i wish that my father. I wish that he. Had enough. When he was. If. You and i are speaking on the 78th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in Bergen Belsen so it was a very said it was a happy day. To. People because here the prisoners get here in the vibrating here. Coming closer and closer they need this liberation. So of course they were starting to see. Where my mother was working. There were still a couple of guards around in the cars trying to stop them as. The bullets came in right. He had it send him an f. My house and it came to that as a close. And then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. I was the most serious. At the moment when the bullet came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blocked will start coming. So this was a terrible experience just to see. That. After much trauma. Made it. She survived years. Pass and. Hit it off the spill. Driving. It is. Literally. In the air when its all so. Summers. Coming theyre telling their friends about. It. So you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks to people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. And i thought that it was important that i actually didnt think instead of just talking. So my name is caroline kennedy. In the city and i just graduated from high school. So i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story lead changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. With her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. Thats really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has a power to impact one person and its a huge chain reaction. I mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school had an impact on all of you now in so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future. During the vietnam war u. S. Forces. There in laos it was a secret war. And for years the American People did not know. How much it is officially the. Country per capita. Human history millions of unexploded bombs still in danger lives in this Small Agricultural country tonight and we have. Even today kids in laos full victims of bombs dropped decades ago is the u. S. Making amends for the tragedy in laos built to the people need in that little. 54 jets and more than 1300 military personnel are headed to air force base in alaska where is that to say come on ill show you whats the reason for any type of enhanced u. S. Military presence in this area rush up. What is it suddenly about the South China Sea that makes it so that it 11000000000 barrels of oil. Take a look at this map who really owns what kind of says no it belongs to us india says no we claim that that belongs to us both of these countries have Nuclear Weapons capabilities there is reason for concern so thats why were going to drill down on this story for you today right here on the news with rick sanchez where you know as we always like to say we do believe by golly its time to do news again. And planning on the entire. Way the bowl full of food. Bank itself Movie Theater i. Was in this way got to go out so hard not to think im going to decide this. And im from the start and i think. This is the only thing that we do is music because everybody fights his way. Through and you can call the film down this will face woody allen. Given a lot of the. What i think is this is the fund that is all consumed. Time after time saying were going underground 24 hours after the u. K. 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