Transcripts for CNN New Day 20140407 11:11:00

thought about the family. i wake up every morning there's people i think of. there's people i pray for. i can't imagine the pain and sorrow i've caused you and your family. i was simply trying to protect reeva. when she went to bed that night, she felt loved. i tried to put my words on paper many, many times throughout to you, but no words ever suffice. i'm scared to sleep. for several reasons i have terrible nightmares but things that happened that night where i wake up where i can smell i can smell blood. and i wake up to being terrified. >> it's very emotional testimony. one quick note, he is audio only