running through your mind as you sing the star spangled banner? absolutely. without the troops doing what they are doing, i m not on american idol i m not performing the national anltem. it is going to be a humbling thing and i m going to do the best i can. after this you are on a busy track you are going to be out there trying to get your albums together and do some special stuff getting your career launched. it is going to be a wild couple of months radio stuff across the country and the american idol tour from july to the end of august and after that hopefully it will be just focusing on the album. mix emotions about the fact that the show is going to be ending its long run shortly? yeah a little bit. you know, i m excited to just have been a part of it. to be the 14th winner. and there will only be 15. and talk about an incredible