i would have killed him without a thought in my mind. i would have beat his corpse. after he was dead, i still would have punished him. you know? i would have felt good about it. that s what would happen if i had got him by himself. i wouldn t be that lucky. you know, god s not that good to me. coming up i think you re one hell of a person to be able to control and manipulate the minds of so many. sheree dean seeks a friendship with a psychopath. that s like a god to me. kee. kee. and we ve made a big commitment to america. bp supports nearly 250,000 jobs here. through all of our energy operations, we invest more in the u.s. than any other place in the world. in fact, we ve invested over $55 billion here in the last five years - making bp america s largest energy investor. our commitment has never been stronger. accomplishing even little things can become major victories.
all they care about is when they re going to go get high again and their loser boyfriends. they re just stupid. what do they say they say she s stuck up and she s crazy. i m crazy. but other inmates in the unit aren t as taken by dean s charms. all i see about sheree is she s fake. i don t like anything about her. she gets under my skin. i try to stay away from her. is this supposed to hurt my feelings? no, i could care less about what these people think about me. i don t need these people to like me or think i m cool or anything. these people are scum. she s shaving her armpits with the clippers that people are supposed to cut their hair with. that s disgusting. are you almost done with those? i need them for five minutes. we re almost done. okay. they think i m like the biggest bitch. i would rather be hated than liked. i would never associate with these people in here. i don t want them to talk to me.
yes. i ll be back next week. you know i will. it will be a pleasure. thank you. while april arnold volunteers to mentor women whose drug problems often coincide with jobs in the sex industry, sheree dean feels no need for such mentoring. nearing the end of a six-month sentence, she s anxious to get back home. my sister-in-law sent them to me. that s me and my daughter when i was pretty. what s the hard part about seeing this picture? i was so pretty. you have makeup and look pretty. in here you don t have nothing. no lotion, no makeup, no bronzer, no lip liner, nothing. because the jail doesn t allow inmates to purchase cosmetics, dean s makeup arsenal has been reduced to one simple tool. we break up the pencil and put the graphite in here and take it and wet it to put it on our eyes. i call it graphite black.
back. what are you going to do when you leave here? go to cosmetology school and graduate. dean says she will open a beauty school after her release. first she has to raise the money which she plans to do by temporarily returning to her old job as a stripper. you worry about getting hired? i gained 40 pounds. i weighed like 140 pounds. i m 170 something. i m big. you have to be in shape. looks are everything. the job where you have to be a beautiful person. like, i know if you go and go on a cooking diet, you ll lose all of it in a week. that s the worst thing in the world. that would be, like, my only worry, is to do drugs again to get skinnier. in the meantime, dean practices her future career on other inmates. but in jail, resources are few. hairspray would be great.
confronted with an uncomfortable reality. last time my daughter was like, mom, i don t like you in that outfit. i m like, i don t like this outfit, either. dean s 6-year-old daughter, reina is in the care of sheree s mom. that s a source of tension. she treats her like she s her kid. reina s my life. just like sheree, always been, you know, my daughter. she comes here every sunday but it pisses me off. she holds my daughter like i would holder a hen sits and plays with her hair. i appreciate the fact she helps her out. i think she tries to be more than a mother. you tell me where we re going. that s my daughter. i should be able to raise her the way i want to.