you know i will. it will be a pleasure. thank you. while april arnold volunteers to mentor women whose drug problems often coincide with jobs in the sex industry, sheree dean feels no need for such mentoring. nearing the end of a six-month sentence, she s anxious to get back home. my sister-in-law sent them to me. that s me and my daughter when i was pretty. what s the hard part about seeing this picture? i was so pretty. you have makeup and look pretty. in here you don t have nothing. no lotion, no makeup, no bronzer, no lip liner, nothing. because the jail doesn t allow inmates to purchase cosmetics, dean s makeup arsenal has been reduced to one simple tool. we break up the pencil and put the graphite in here and take it and wet it to put it on our eyes. i call it graphite black. while in jail, dean keeps her distance from other inmates and
they re just stupid. what do they say they say she s stuck up and she s crazy. i m crazy. but other inmates in the unit aren t as taken by dean s charms. all i see about sheree is she s fake. i don t like anything about her. she gets under my skin. i try to stay away from her. is this supposed to hurt my feelings? no, i could care less about what these people think about me. i don t need these people to like me or think i m cool or anything. these people are scum. she s shaving her armpits with the clippers that people are supposed to cut their hair with. that s disgusting. are you almost done with those? i need them for five minutes. we re almost done. okay. they think i m like the biggest bitch. i would rather be hated than liked. i would never associate with these people in here. i don t want them to talk to me. i don t need them around me. let s give these people more reason to talk about me.
have punished him. you know? i would have felt good about it. that s what would happen if i had got him by himself. i wouldn t be that lucky. you know, god s not that good to me. coming up i think you re one hell of a person to be able to control and manipulate the minds of so many. sheree dean seeks a friendship with a psychopath. that s like a god to me.
has not made many friends, but there s one criminal element she s drawn to. some people like baseball and football. i like serial killers. i think anybody who can do what they do is i don t want to say cool, but i think that it s cool. i feel like they re secure and really confident people and, like, i want to be that confident and be able to control people like that. i think that violence and all that stuff, i think it s hot. i would definitely be part of their fan club. i want to write them. i want serial killers to write me, and i want to be their best friend. but the person who most often writes dean is his 6-year-old daughter, reina. dear mommy, i love you more than the animals in the world and the stars in the sky. i love you so much. you re so special to me. you re so beautiful to me. you re so fun to make arts and crafts with. i miss you so much and hope you come home very soon. you re the bestest person i have ever played with. look in the back for the picture
a decade. the 25 years that i have, i ll be 53 when i get out. i don t have any kids. i don t have a family like that. so i would at least want to get out with enough time to have at least a family. that s my whole goal. it wouldn t be flores first experience with starting over. seven years ago he served 2 1/2 years in prison for grand theft auto. but that was just one more chapter in a life that s proven worthy of a novel, one in which his youth was robbed from him and might have led him down a very dark path. coming up it was like this demonic seed that was planted in my son s soul. the horrific event that changed both jason flores and his mother forever. and sheree dean reveals a morbid fascination. some people like baseball and football. i like serial killers. these days families want to be connected 24/7.