i don t know. are you going to go live with mommy, or are you going to live with grammy? i don t know. you better know. that s not even a question. you re going to live with your mom, wherever your mom goes. you all right? i guess. sheree, you have one minute left. so we ll be here next sunday. pumpkin, i love you. i miss you. bye, pumpkin. bye. who do you want to live with when your mom comes home? why do you even say that to somebody s kid while i m sitting in jail? like, who does that? your mommy loves you. yes. she just does dumb stuff all the time. she wants to make me feel like my daughter loves her more or something. who loves you more, though? grammy? does grammy love you? yeah. i can t even think right now, i m so pissed off. just and my mom that she even does that. of course my daughter is going
while april arnold volunteers to mentor women whose drug problems often coincide with jobs in the sex industry, sheree dean feels no need for such mentoring. nearing the end of a six-month sentence, she s anxious to get back home. my sister-in-law sent them to me. that s me and my daughter when i was pretty. what s the hard part about seeing this picture? i was so pretty. you have makeup and look pretty. in here you don t have nothing. no lotion, no makeup, no bronzer, no lip liner, nothing. because the jail doesn t allow inmates to purchase cosmetics, dean s makeup arsenal has been reduced to one simple tool. we break up the pencil and put the graphite in here and take it and wet it to put it on our eyes. i call it graphite black. while in jail, dean keeps her distance from other inmates and has not made many friends, but there s one criminal element
i ll be 53 when i get out. i don t have any kids. i don t have a family like that. so i would at least want to get out with enough time to have at least a family. that s my whole goal. it wouldn t be flores first experience with starting over. seven years ago he served 2 1/2 years in prison for grand theft auto. but that was just one more chapter in a life that s proven worthy of a novel, one in which his youth was robbed from him and might have led him down a very dark path. coming up it was like this demonic seed that was planted in my son s soul. the horrific event that changed both jason flores and his mother forever. and sheree dean reveals a morbid fascination. some people like baseball and football. i like serial killers. y pa only pay for what you need.
they re just stupid. what do they say they say she s stuck up and she s crazy. i m crazy. but other inmates in the unit aren t as taken by dean s charms. all i see about sheree is she s fake. i don t like anything about her. she gets under my skin. i try to stay away from her. is this supposed to hurt my feelings? no, i could care less about what these people think about me. i don t need these people to like me or think i m cool or anything. these people are scum. she s shaving her armpits with the clippers that people are supposed to cut their hair with. that s disgusting. are you almost done with those? i need them for five minutes. we re almost done. okay. they think i m like the biggest bitch. i would rather be hated than liked. i would never associate with these people in here. i don t want them to talk to me. i don t need them around me. i don t need them around me. let s give these people more
wow, they put us all the way at the end. reina loves it with us. i tell her, mommy s getting out. you re going to go live with her. oh, i don t want to live with her. mommy can live with me here with you and papa. that kills me. i ve done everything to get away from my mom. i feel like i m back to childhood again like my mom won. she gets to raise my daughter now. hey, pumpkin. my mom is a really controlling person, and she doesn t let nobody make decisions for theirself. so i never want my daughter to go through the stuff i, you know, went through. you look like you lost weight. i m trying. are you not eating that cruddy food? i keep working out. i see it in your face. good. you have black stuff on your eyebrows? it s eye liner. where the heck do you get eye liner from? pencil. you know, that s not good for you, sheree. why do you do it? i m stuck in this hell hole. nothing better to do. hey, boo. i can t see you.