natural something that i had been so natural out for my entire life. and natural out for my entire life. and that natural out for my entire life. and that played massively with my head. i had real mental health my head. i had real mental health struggles afterwards with health struggles afterwards with anxiety around competing, anxiety with anxiety around competing, anxiety around the skill itself and being physically scared of doing and being physically scared of doing this skill. and i wanted to quit doing this skill. and i wanted to quit and i wanted to end my career to quit and i wanted to end my career because i felt like maybe career because i felt like maybe this is in. when i was competing back in rio i got gold competing back in rio i got gold and silver and everything was so gold and silver and everything was so easy and it came so naturally was so easy and it came so naturally to me. i did not have to think naturally to me. i did not have to think about