>> i think we are damaged but we are fix cybil. this is what i moan by that. the idea of not moving and reflecting on the sentencing down of speaker john boehner and moving head on into a leadership position is a mistake. what we have got to do unstead is reflect on this. and think what do we need to do t and move forward. i think that there is some things to do. one of the reasons that i called for a special closed meeting was to sort of pump the brakes on this all the way around. post military engagement. you don't reflect back business loss. we need to reflect before we move forward. >> what does that mean by reflect? i mean, sometimes you can do a whole lot of thinking and hand ringing. what do you want? what do you think is the problem? >> here is what i i think the problem be is i'm going to make this appeal to my colleagues and my hunch is i'm going to hear some things tomorrow, greta, that maybe i have never heard before. other people are going to have suggestions. here is my ideas. the house g.o.p. needs to be