Transcripts For RT Documentary 20240713 : vimarsana.com

From the wars in then finally they need to mend you know for the how do you call it depression when we didnt have to tow. The big things where all the time. And. They would take off you know where you are but never your wearing and sometimes i would you know do it to a different way. To or sometimes to dead. In very good hour auschwitz your living. Every moment. With. It was really like you being in hell. And i went to a terrible. I want you to know one bidding process woman was bidding is also the door from. Doris the beating was. Making some break in each great had to be tested to be fixed on them because this was going to grab the bombs. You see. The gentleman. So one day. The main assessment from our streets. Started to. Break. He called me. I was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. And he was beating me. He was wearing heavy boots. In yours bidding me up from top to bottom. When they left i was all below the. Blog was gone home gushing from all over i really dont know how i make did this this was my worst beating. And the girls couldnt believe it and. People dont know when they look at you and the really incites left you its left a scar abetted. And you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. And now when the wish for any bad to to understand whats happening you dont know what way. And you are there. And its takes a long time until you get out of it. And the sophist im talking about. Its right. That. You go on. And. I felt every moment missing my mom. First the war she would be going to and how happy she would be and then leading me and what to do i was just like helpless i dont know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. Its cannot be described if theyre real mosers love and i missed it. You know its hard for me to know call eve day ever saw me crying could be. I really tried my best to protect them and. I kept a lot of things away theres something say i didnt want them to know. When the time already came when they saw my number and they were designee mother what is it you can imagine and theyre too warm and what can you tell it in a used to say well they put this number because you very get lost found me go find your mamma and thats it enclosed. As older i got in i looked back. And indeed between the lines. That they really held it. So this is something id completely forgotten about its an anthology of poems by children of Holocaust Survivors and i remembered having upon published in it but until i just opened it up i remember what paula was the poem was called at 32. I dont remember this poem at all that ill read it for you and i havent seen it in like a long time. Sonia 32 the lady never shakes free the ashes of the dead. Dark clouds dark cauliflower fests i climb the cherry tree for her this year. And carry a 5 gallon jars of fresh clover honey for a kitty backstairs this lady is the witness who never forgets she hangs wet wash on the line in a stiff wind against a background of dust she yells at the dog catcher and cuts chicken to the bone she cries Long Distance about this and that about the little man who is her son little son. Who is her husband over an overseas sings the song her. Kids. Were. Well. You know are you. Here you are. Here well you know your hair looks good. Looking. Let it out now what is going on. Do you gentlemen nation open up your friends the end of the day you know it said do you stare or madam please allow this let there. I was form no one 0 you least insulation. If you have any. Treat you contact me. It was really shocking point to me. And i have to prepare myself you dont have to close it. Dated. But now well this is what i was saying to me sarah a sunday at whats happening now i have to change to. Keep larry was to arrange the horrible things that i cant believe myself sometimes when a close and. I ways away aged. You know i tell you one thing. Its always in my mind. When. You stick your member whenever you are down. No camorra down. How many years have you been doing this for many years i cannot even county you know exactly how many years i started to speak up it took it took a long time because i visualized i was very naive. People will literally take with the hate from their hearts and jad respect you for the human mean but i was very very wrong. And this is a very. Big talk to me so deeply when i hear and i see were going back to wounds and hate to still growing. More than i ever would. So you go warning you. In a way very disappointed to know world and feeling goes a dissing way. Here speaking up is not enough. Ill start an ally for. Us every day where the life of. Ours. Mature. And i was not a humble person. Process. A lot of my life not really. Contributing much. Carnegies. I just really didnt have any use for anything positive i just you know im going to be a prison guy. Is for sure in your. Songs i never know who you are going to be is going to change your life. Would shape or form youre going to come here. I mean will see what i mean for me. I am to yourself. And i mean for in a program and all the kansas presence called reaching out from within and. The national recidivism statistics are between 50 and 67 percent of all of the many women who are released will return at least once. On our program if you attend between 16 more meetings at me and said a little more than a year. It drops to 8 percent. There are some rituals connected with reaching out from within there are very important promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of modern progress the optimist creed we finish with every night through every group we finish with that we want to leave with at least a thought or feeling that if you just believe that things are going to be all right that. Thats a big majority of things being all right. So here i am having coffee and. Reading a newspaper about the closing of a Shopping Center and they are interviewing sonia and the interviewer is saying to her youve lost so many things in your life youve had so many disappointments how do you face the world every day. And she said if you look up on the wall so well see the optimists created and when i come in every morning thats the 1st thing that i kept and i thought to myself sonia and the optimist create the prisoners and the optimists creed i have to bring them together. Is youll be a reflection of reality. In a world transformed. What will make you feel safe. Isolation community. Are you going the right way or are you being led. Directly. What is true what is faith. In the world corrupted you need to descend. To join us in the depths. Or roommate of the shallows. A dark industry comes to life in los angeles every night. Dozens of women sells their bodies on the streets many of them underage. Los Angeles Police reveal a taste of their daily challenge if youre going to exploit for a child here in los angeles all the. You see officers going undercover as 6 workers and customers to fight. In. America no i was really like to be in the hell. Because he would never believe it what a human can do to have as. One day that i was working in to fields one date and cant come said with a problem that could amount to the ashes were spreading the ashes as a fairy tale eyes are and i can tell you they spreading those you know with their soul i could see the little pieces of bones which even in the could of my tortilla it couldnt completely and this was a very difficult to me until today i still live with this saved me a kick in the. Pity parties. To exterminate through race. This is mainly that injury was when he was beating me up by remaking it and more now i can make it i can make it out. So you gotta remember. These numbers on my server. When i seen. It made me say yeah. I never knew who did not see me somebody like that we have to come to this understanding it is what you are insight not to george you how you look or you know what is your religion but as a person what a person your. Experience is everything. To me takes people who have been through something to reach people who who are going through something. Or maybe some people who. Go on do crazy things hurt others because theyre hard and they dont think things will get better for. Him when you say oh. You look at her as you see. Things are good for her and then my gave you the courage to say you know. Im not going to what i was thinking about i dont. Know if i forgive. Forgiveness is a very important act in normal life but i came to the conclusion myself there are so low there seems forgiveness what i have seen people dying hanging him burning children sometimes from the pile theyre burned i would say the people who asked about this burnt i cannot even begin to tell you who am i to say that i forgive you know this has to come from a higher place for a lot different place but forgiveness should be practiced. Try to put do loath in your heart try to help you become like a different person i see the parole board in 6 months or so. Hopefully ill be. You know contributed something. Every time its not around. I hope its all of you in time will be in freedom but in the freedom never to come back to this place even like i say its still not the war stay all that it mentioned to you. Theres. A way thank you so difficult because you do to us not only me but a lot of these guys in here that youve given me more strength after 32 years of being here makes me want to stay. To get out here so i persued to go meet her thank you i really really. Make out. That. When i get out on the 5. 100 an excuse so he can listen and hopefully be bless. Her experiences. Straight up because i believe the nice dead obviating course were 32 years and nothing. Compared to that at all is watching your mother both of yesteryear. It would kill me in just a moment the dr was here. This week i could. See the light over my. Seriously so you. Come back in. The day. You are picking your nose so that. I might make it to. You know the strong things dont come. To us you can be very small. Dreams. You know when youre 1944 my mom was forced on the desk my friend auschwitz to the notorious for going bills and. And this brings us to how the war ended for my mom when british troops approached her camp. And what happened between her and then s. S. Guard on her last day of captivity. Theyre relating to it and theyre thinking about themselves and their families and so i feel an obligation. And its an obligation that im glad to do you know and honestly i feel privileged. I really feel privileged to know. That i can do this you know i mean to me. And it means to me there and i wish that my father. And i wish that he. Had enough. When he was. If. You and i are speaking on the 78th anniversary of the liberation of one of the camps that you were in Bergen Belsen so it was a very. It was a had they. Did it to. People because here the prisoners get here and feel like vibrating here. Coming closer and closer they need this liberation. Of course they were starving. Its. More like that it was or. There were. Guards that were. In the cars trying to stop. The bullets came. From my house and it came through that. Close. And then girls with this from the same wallet but also one that. I was the most serious. And at the moment when the bullets came i did not realize what is happening to me until the blotto start coming and i knew. This was a terrible experience just to see david youve. Made it. She survived years. Off the spill. Driving. And you know most of them. Told. Me to. Literally paste anywhere when someone saw it. And the last summers. Coming theyre telling their friends about. It. So you know obviously facts a lot of people and when she talks to people they say they want to do something about it and they want to make it she. Felt that it was important that i actually didnt think instead of just touch me. So my name is caroline kennedy. To say be. Just graduated from high school. So i met sonia when i was in 8th grade and her story lead changed my life and completely changed my outlook on what i want to do. With her one individual story was all it took to inspire me to go and start this organization. Thats really the whole idea because one person has the power to impact one person has the power to impact one person and its a huge chain reaction. I mean if you think about it sonia coming to my school. Had an impact on you now and so maybe me coming to your school will have an impact on other people in the future. Go. A little bit messed up bio d. N. A. And something way over. Im not sure this is such a quick thing you know im sure you look better now than when you had hair. Well its nice of you to say so but id go i went though when i was 25 i moved wasnt so great. You know what im going to be out there see i dont think about that i dont many of us grown men not me and our 4. I kind of were on the. Course if im not big now i think its higher than our. Members to africa mafias promos them safe and quick passage to europe but once they. Leave they are in sleeves and they count speech util. Will not some of them leave your mama not under you know if this unit can get it out to him. On the cheek when. They sold the. Concord of the united. Because the persona that a kid even thought ill be the norm. For the night. I. Circled sometime over the one who followed up like. I. Am. See and youre watching going underground as the corona virus continues to engulf europe and as many across the u. K. Isolate themselves in their own homes on wednesdays show going underground well continue to bring you the news not covered by the Mainstream Media or be it with interviews recorded remotely but until then i made government advice seen by many as confusing and in some cases contradictory weve prepared this for todays program