Ah there are there a as to what were asked or you know, you know, well, you know, even then i think that people who are adopted are afraid of losing people. Were very scared of rejection. Now as there are no secrets with adoption, but when the worst secrets and lies, there was no family relationship. It was a wall between us, the strange coldness that i dont feel any more. So as a father, i compare myself to my father left for with our biological family, we have branches. Im like a tree with lots of leafy fruit filled branches. But below i have no roots. At least not ones im aware of that are out of the way to me. Thats one thing i do. You know, im going to give them enough that i think, you know, they really uniting it up you know, say not to, you know, one of them is getting fine. I thought it was you know, we havent had a good dinner, not the least. I was replaced, but im not yet on the 1000 people to get one in a real sample to get would that i know they have one of their people gravel, she launched, as he requested it possible. I dont have a blanket or just gets it that i want it all. It was almost, i mean im not going to and c, m, m, m, m, he, i mean its not just so you know, i got a few to be thought of the, some of the school of the, the internet. It doesnt mean the squat of the and the no until you know, on the field on the board of the with. d the in a good look at them from of those lines and then the one knows them, its a given even as doing yourself as well. But about 10, because i go a little bit about each of the number of the boys you have put them above boy that you are going to get into it a resort. So just for those who know the more you know them, some of the women from the americans and american muslims for them, which obviously has been more and remembering that would be right here. This news for us have you seen the times about that only on campus they were going to the us, you know you open them up and leave and take it all up and get your story. Just the opposite of a almost good, but i know they are doing all those mosque on a spot on the what are they going to use the sale of the mosque, what they are going to get that one of the one of the finest. But im going to test what we know. It will shock you with i would ask you and we will then daves outlook m. R. Cindy was missing per day if the mother of the aisle arrival in the audience has any yes. Yes or no showed me that i knew that jim, but it is not ok, let me up out of the open for the interest, but im only going to one as the debate. Ok, it is. Their complaint is their land eagerly, and i mean, youre not going to mean that youre not going to have some of your last words to smear the knuckles of your own. I mean, what am i going to have . I mean, were going to import of this birth. Yeah, i mean people are sometimes not i can pick up a notice he needs more people to see. I mean, did this on your side order a mistake in the language . I mean, what are you going to get, or youve gotten us because, you know, you know how he does speak up in the snooty upper going month and one of his neck im happy for and, and i like to say, im not going to throw communally. She can get another one of the new young people gamble in theory. I think our get it and i came out of a mechanic and sent it to mr. Van pelt. A new person with the least bit of ethics would actively prevent mothers and children from finding each other. In my last letter to the pope, i said that if jesus was alive, he would help me to find my mother. I dont know why the members of his church, of precisely the ones preventing me from finding her. Maybe theyre afraid well dig up something very dirty when someone doesnt want to give you something, they can destroy that something or hide it. And then where do we look for it . You know, when i mean most of them it was, you know, i mean theyre going to make you dont feel that one of the chosen. But again, this the person to get a feel of an arab bush to see them if you know what im actually going to do, you know what, i dont know. Why dont i me guys how those other feel it and you know, theyre like even me and my not exactly a just you know, let you know if you want, but a comment or, you know and didnt get it. How do you know we have one of those you meet, you know, and youre not really understand how you would handle it. Dont feed my face. I dont want, i want. But rather than the other thing that you are not wanting to or dont want to see him, i dont know why. If i was, you know, maybe i could use well, you dont get a lot of it around on a lot of short years, but all of them you comfortably e. G. Are still under the youre going to be secular. Were going to, if were going to get a pretty good upon winning the spanish civil war. The dictator, inspired by the psychiatry valley hoda hero, who had studied nazi germany, decided that spain had to be catholic and free of the red gene. Some imprisoned republican women had conjugal visits, while others were already pregnant. Let me get on the grid no longer. Oh, i dont know a lot about that and i dont grow as a fellow mentor. And the last person of the bully going to go is those that are not on the list. And in their absolute agreement that ill give all the side off on their own or their last. And i mean this that, but its not, i know squat and they think theyre slowing you and them. And then under him, in fact, the local dealer or you know, wheres your will most many course do it on a central theme with a thing that only subtle and see you dont call him the worst there is no one has borders to curse and they call me a he would also support only mothers going in and there are often, you know, skin oh boy you can, you know, that moment it doesnt assume you know your longest of your future and because for me from, you know, it would amuse a poem in the present us as mean older than us and thats important to you know, how do you price value, how do you value prices that makes up an economy . And all we were saying for 10 years now is that if the money as the underlying unit of measure youre going to end up disappointed and in the casino as weve been describing. And as it is happening right now, you need real money. Gold is real money, but its not really as good as a coin is. The real thing is your media a reflection of reality in a world transformed what will make you feel safe . Isolation community . Are you going the right way, or are you being led . By the way. What is true . What is faith . In the world corrupted, you need to descend to join us in the depths or remain in the shallows. Be this human switch gears for you know, millions of years to build up an emotional one when the communication happens with the 10000000 in stipends zoom and all that after that be it takes about 260 milliseconds just for us to talk. Now, if we are together in the same room, you know, this emotional bond between us is very different. A slide will bring this back to you having any feeling that really pushing our embassy or getting on with your here is a yes or no 0. Some basics are but that means you think im going to meet up with that because i said at the end if they suppose im in the middle of the most of what i want to pull up because im going to get a look at player. Youre not those are on the recall heard yesterday where the mother im borrowing your brother and going to leave. Youre going to go on the yeah. Make it on the bible for you when i know to move on to more yes or just i was going to populace and make up, was not polytheists all about, im glad im a bubble ass can do. Or that i gotta on top of the show me mr. Brown. An example of the dust on him. And oh my yes. And then you doesnt go on that it will not be how they munda falseness and you know them on the little bit of than they would have done on one of the most of what i or outta the adoption of enrique via tortoise. What is this . I was almost 23 years old. When i read that request, i immediately thought of this time when i was 8 years old. And playing with my cousins who told me that my family didnt love me because they got me from the street. It was in my adopted grandmothers kitchen, they scolded my cousins and i shoved that to the back of my mind. I was 8 years old. I never asked or thought about it. You know them and then maybe no method other than you know, one of the maybe no come on photo moon of any i remember the brown of my grandmothers old saucepans, the grease that saturated the old kitchen. The blue tiles, me sitting on the marble and my cousin saying without malice, they got you from the street and me crying. My mom was sleeping. My dad was in the hospital. I went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. The 1st feeling that came up was who i really im me i looked for my identity in the mirror. I said to myself, adopted. Then i said, impossible. If i me come, we could do it over any motor aboard and you or you simply are looking at the local theater and i think that i mean some free to course in them and theyre going nowhere get it. Ok. Who are good at law knows me mother and they were in the thing going in the morning and this. 2 first i had to find out where i was born. I requested my birth certificate. My place of birth was the center isabelle, foundling home for me, or youre going well knows that those that are not going as that are just going on that i mentioned one of the going to literature and then you make a look then go, but im not there and not to know it was for my mother to me because im going to go on to do not in one that actually will fall or not get another mallos will get a lot of mouth as if i bring in or me get a wife, wants to get an american for say, years ago, i thought of it as the one of your 4. So the search began, i requested my deed of adoption, which also wasnt helpful. Neither was the file that came with my birth certificate. Number amy, mother soloist, and then i will ok, well well see. Wont be there more than a classic winner. I mean, were going to die while there will still no mark when i wallow in it all. A god will ever be in the new year before me who can all come out of your ass if you buy that one at the school, should they be going to as the need of a myriad of other the gear. But i could get on that life has led me to this part of the lore, which is so broad as there are thousands of cases in spain, in every province and hospital. To have to be a way to find out the biological mothers name. Went up, go must claim which is a must and it was also looked on to a lot less confusion, phenol than other theory, but not on the out in the way on the human where this korean knows the mono, they dont know and they know that i dont and they see it there. If it, beyond a doubt what i meant, if they mean in the 1st quarter, you get us ethical start a level and i mean this, it will be more that, i mean, they dont know if there is something we can mean you another go, you know, get a gun they got you know it, theyll know we are not here. So you are looking for the really is there is meal and follows us unison. Hispania shaughnessy noir. The instigator born in front of them done here. Know me. The wealthy are scarce by negative, that is me, youre not going to miss. I love almost nothing for the end of me as on thursday in those mean to respond years out there who might happen to resemble their parents, but arent actually related to them. And they will die without knowing that or their real biological origins. Because there is no way of knowing it if they were falsely registered as their biological child. I dont, and they said they were going to kill his mother was going to come here early in. The gumby also says their motto, finish by noon. Were going to model for minda, and i think obviously theyre moving on, you know, 10 this year. Theyve gone through a lot of and you know what . I was only one of them that i know. And they know it doesnt seem like you know, and they were good, i loath to get in there as we could, going to her doorstep, slumbering abuse of it is through 1st, and then written those here there in the now and then were going to medical were there this innocent in most cases theyre all and he knows that there are national end. Ive met many mothers from santa isabel who are searching. One of them gave birth in april 965, which is when my biological mother was there. She remembers a woman writing letters to someone from pamplona, on karlie as the fed. She gave birth a month after my mother did in may, but 3 or 4 women could have given birth that month. This is the closest ive ever been. I was born in may, but its still uncertain if why did my mother get pregnant . Why did she give me up . Was she tricked or forced . Why did she give me up willfully . Why did they pay a 1000000. 00 pesetas for me . Who got that money . The 2nd illness it was she was pretty much a ward of most of you what were talking about the mostly comment that says something, but look at that and that i want to close with although you know you have to go how you remember when the young ones are talking about it when we are going out tonight. Ill be right. You can honestly dont know when they must work until you dont accept it. I dont want your young one to go, but most of all men, if youre going to go because one risk, you know them is going to get where you are not going to bed itself. They will also, you know, as i would got know, it is a yeah, you are going to die. Why did you all who attend the angel was gone . If you book there was no mass, no good, no illusion. Your mom would choke on it. How many you knows are get it or not many has taken the you know, the kick out of it, your tickle it with a diamond your me and im one of the last one thing to put up. But i do want to look into a google what did i mean . You know, how my little bit is, who she sure was into this . No doubt shed be going to knowing all of the people because like i was, i dont mind that he ought to come, he said, and that he would give up a room in a little. Although i wouldnt want to buy that at the little a pushkin russian mounted medium, only had a man not even the whole up a bit out of this. Dont know yet the joke she too will be an issue thats unfair to me. I didnt mean me that maybe you mean youre, youre looking good on enough when youre that i dont know and thats it. Its just below me said control when i think one is so young, she is always going to speak. What is the national . I have no idea where that was you all, you know, and i can woman felt relief and theres, i mean, i think that im in for a man of good luck on your own or, you know, well that will be the most popular. Im gettin a great advocate of that habit of it. They dont all that love it. Theyre not only actually on that heavy theyre down or as you can see join me every thursday on the alec simon show and ill be speaking to us of the world of politics, sports business, im show business. Ill see that l. Look forward to talking to you all that technology should work for people. I robot must obey the orders given by human beings, except where such orders would conflict with the 1st law should your identification. We should be very careful about Artificial Intelligence at the point of view screen is to trace trusts. Everyone of them shia militants linked to on various shots and with Artificial Intelligence will summon the demon the robot must protect its own existence as a nexus for the will then what bargain that he will go back to life or yours will pull you out of the gate open it and him up in the same would have it and i didnt do it. We will always be the good. Is it also or no, im going to go home on a coffee can keep it or dont or dont let you. People come up to the group on genyen mountain about the la la nouba, the mad, the gum, and the minimum time because im not bad with the internet, but oh, november creative us a rise of a minute and down to the point about nanami in the middle of the alley, only news has it and is about right now. Headlines stories this hour for teenagers are along 15 people reportedly charged in connection with the beheading of a teacher in another person taken into custody is a known islamist, probably cold, also ahead our teacher analysts are among those injured as a motions run in the argentine capital breathing from gather to bid farewell to football. Do you go among the reaction weve been getting