study, a former nfl player, a conservative. he told the "new york times," quote, that an eye-opening moment traveling to the cleveland airport with his family, he was escorted by two uniformed police officers. and he said, quote, is this really what i want for my family? now, he also acknowledged that this was be a brutal fight against an aid endorsed by the trump presidency. but he would not want to return to a party with trump loyalists. some came to his defense, like adam kinzinger, an illinois republican who tweeted trump is a weak man who preys on fear, i couldn't imagine being his age and obsessing about myself so much, knowing my legacy was destroyed. and trump crowing about this,