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Don't see his son for a week. he gets visits every week. i'm in here [ bleep ] up. >> mcanally, serving six years for armed robbery, wears his frustration in prison ink. >> that says vengeance, i've had a lot of wrong done to me. i seek revenge for that. i had a lot of animosity built up when i got it. i'm hoping i can let things go now for my sake and my son's sake, it ain't worth coming back to prison over. >> the mother of my child. i'm kind of mad at her that she's held my son from me. >> but that could be changing. a recent letter and her submission of a visitation request, are indication...

>> now he is back in his cell and says thoughts of his late mother led to his actions. >> this is all i got right here. this is all i got. that day, i was just going, i was going through the emotions that day, you know what i'm saying? i was really down. i was depressed. it's just like i had a voice in my head. like go on and be with your mom, know what i'm saying. this ain't the place for you. couple days came become to reality. you know what i'm saying? that ain't worth it. it is what it is. she in a better place. know what i'm saying? so go ahead and do you, you know what i'm saying, and tr...

That day, you know what i'm saying? i was really down. i was depressed. it's just like i had a voice in my head. like go on and be with your mom, know what i'm saying. this ain't the place for you. couple days came become to reality. you know what i'm saying? that ain't worth it. it is what it is. she in a better place. know what i'm saying? so go ahead and do you, you know what i'm saying, and try to get back out on the streets, you know what i'm saying? >> under the past few days, bell has undergone physical and mental evaluations by the prison medical staff. with numerous write-ups for publ...

Associate with. it's my real downfall. to be honest with you. i got a big heart and a lot of love for some of the guys. i got to pull back. like i told them before, i love you, but i've got to go. i got to succeed this time. i'll die like them guys and i -- look at this. this is a castle to me, you guys. i love it. i'm so happy. >> and truthfully, roy should have been here with you. how do you feel knowing you had planned this? >> i'm disappointed. he's better than prison. he's really a good man. honestly, i love him to death. he's better than all that prison [ bleep ]. he just didn't hold on....

I got to be cautious on who i associate with. it's my real downfall. to be honest with you. i got a big heart and a lot of love for some of the guys. i got to pull back. like i told them before, i love you, but i've got to go. i got to succeed this time. i'll die like them guys and i -- look at this. this is a castle to me, you guys. i love it. i'm so happy. >> and truthfully, roy should have been here with you. how do you feel knowing you had planned this? >> i'm disappointed. he's better than prison. he's really a good man. honestly, i love him to death. he's better than all that prison [ bl...