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>> this is all i got right here. this is all i got. that day, i was just going, i was going through the emotions that day, you know what i'm saying? i was really down. i was depressed. it is just like i had that voice in my head, like go on and meet your mom, you know what i'm saying. this ain't the place for you. couple of days i came back to reality, you know what i'm saying? that ain't worth it. it is what it is. she in a better place. you know what i am saying? so go ahead and do you, you know what i'm saying, and try to get back out on the streets, you know what i'm saying? >> eefr the --...

I got to be cautious on who i associate with. it's my real downfall. to be honest with you. i got a big heart and a lot of love for some of the guys. i got to pull back. like i told them before, i love you, but i've got to go. i got to succeed this time. i'll die like them guys and i -- look at this. this is a castle to me, you guys. i love it. i'm so happy. >> and truthfully, roy should have been here with you. how do you feel knowing you had planned this? >> i'm disappointed. he's better than prison. he's really a good man. honestly, i love him to death. he's better than all that prison [ bl...

This is all i got. that day, i was just going, i was going through the emotions that day, you know what i'm saying? i was really down. i was depressed. it is just like i had that voice in my head, like go on and meet your mom, you know what i'm saying. this ain't the place for you. couple days came become to reality. you know what i'm saying? that ain't worth it. it is what it is. she in a better place. you know what i am saying? so go ahead and do you, you know what i'm saying, and try to get back out on the streets, you know what i'm saying? >> under the past few days, bell has undergone phy...

But i got my problems that i ain't seen my son in two years. and [ bleep ] he gets to trip and act like he knows how i feel and stressing hard or not when he don't see his son for a week he gets visits every week. everything that's possible to get in here he's got it and i'm in here all [ bleep ]ed up. >> serving six years for armed robbery wears his frustration in prison ink. >> that says "vengeance." i've had a lot of wrong done to me. i've been hurt a lot and i seek revenge for that. i had a lot of animosity built up when i got it. i'm hoping i can let things go now. just for my sake and my...

Forward to that. i hope it happens. and i'm looking forward to going to work and just living my life. i got to be cautious on who i associate with. it's my real downfall, to be honest with you. i got a big heart and a lot of love for some of the guys. i got to pull back. like i told them before, i love you, but i've got to go. i got to succeed this time. i'll die like them guys and i -- look at this. this is a castle to me, you guys. i love it. i'm so happy. >> and truthfully, roy should have been here with you. how do you feel knowing you had planned this? >> i'm disappointed. he's better tha...