CNN This Is Life With Lisa Ling December 27, 2014 07:03:00
But then i can't picture fighting off this bigger person. it definitely put a cloud over things, and i distinctly remember after, maybe like a week or two after, i remember saying, like, i'm different. like i'm scared of the world. there was a violent element to it, so it really overloaded my nervous system. and i remember saying why does everything look kind of not so colorful like it used to? >> in the years following this traumatic event, stan grew up living a typical middle-class life but continued to be haunted by his past. with each milestone, he hoped his bleak moods would disappear. th...