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And i think my guilt started at that point because up until that day, i was there. and if i would have been there, she wouldn't -- i wouldn't be going through this. >> reporter: it was a day just like this one, snow on the ground, the sun shining. cherrie got off the school bus and had to go 200 feet around that bend to get to your driveway. investigators never found any foot prints which means cherrie never got very far. kids on the bus described a blue van right behind the bus with a snow capped mountain and a skier painted on its side. investigators checked out hundreds of leads, no van, no...

Kids on the bus described a blue van right behind the bus with a skier painted on the side. investigators checked out hundreds of leads. no van. no cherry. >> i think that the last words that i told her was, have a good day and i do love you. that was probably, as i took her down to the bus stop and she got on the bulls. >> reporter: did she tell you she loved you back? >> yes, she always told me that. >> reporter: cherrie was eight when she first disappeared. the first child ever on a have you seen me mailer? still delivered to homes across the country. but today, for the first time in decade...

What is that moment of panic like, that first moment when you realize your child has disappeared? >> it's the most scariest thing. i think my guilt started at that point, because up until that day, i was there. and if i would have been there, i wouldn't be going through this. >> reporter: it was a day just like this one, snow on the ground, the sun shining, cherrie got off her school bus right here. she had to go about 200 feet, around that bend to get to her driveway. then another 300 feet to her front door. investigators never found any foot prints, which means she never got very far. kids o...

What is that moment of panic like, that first moment when you realize your child has disappeared? >> it's the most scariest thing. i think my guilt started at that point, because up until that day, i was there. and if i would have been there, i wouldn't be going through this. >> reporter: it was a day just like this one, snow on the ground, the sun shining, cherrie got off her school bus right here. she had to go about 200 feet, around that bend to get to her driveway. then another 300 feet to her front door. investigators never found any foot prints, which means she never got very far. kids o...

Never got very far. kids on the bus described a blue van right behind the bus with a snow capped mountain, and a skier painted on its side. investigators checked out hundreds of leads. no van. no cherrie. >> i think that the last words that i told her was, have a good day and i do love you. that was probably as i took her down to the bus stop and she got on the bus. >> reporter: did she tell you she loved you back? >> yes, she always told me that. >> reporter: cherrie was eight when she first disappeared. she helped put a face on missing children nationwide. the first child ever on a have you ...