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>> oh, yeah. >> we need to numb him up then. >> you wouldn't want a lot of that? >> no, not at all. that really hurt. >> okay. i'm going to give you some numbing medicine. >> a good response, though. >> this part will sting for a few seconds but then it will get numb. >> unfortunately for something like this with these randomly placed tattoos, it's hard to do a single shot and get it done. you have so much. it's not the little needle sticks that hurt so much. this local anesthetic has a ph that's a little bit acidic, so it stings when it goes in. it's not a pleasant process. >> just take some ...

And that's the skinhead philosophy. you know. they are the retirement program is either prison or the grave. i didn't feel like going to prison. so that would have been the only other alternative. >> bryon? bryon? you're all done, buddy. open your mouth up wide. you're all done, buddy. >> try to stay on your back. you hear me? >> yeah. >> just relax. >> stay right on your back. >> bring a stretcher in. >> i think he's more concerned about my stress level, you know, than anything else. he just wants me to see him so i know he's okay. because i'm a mom and i worry. thousand times more than i sho...

That moment that made me think that that could be my child is probably the moment of the turning point where i started questioning everything that i had been led to believe all those years. >> there was plenty of times where i would see some of my brothers kick the crap out of their old ladies. >> i had a really good friend, and she was nine months pregnant and her boyfriend of ten years punched her in the eye. and this is the white power movement. and this happens all the time. >> after a while, [ muted ] like that eats at you. and then you just realize that all these things you've been telli...

Is either prison or the grave. i didn't feel like going to prison. so that would have been the only other alternative. >> bryon? bryon? you're all done, buddy. open your mouth up wide. you're all done, buddy. >> try to stay on your back. you hear me? >> yeah. >> just relax. >> stay right on your back. >> bring a stretcher in. >> we're just going to take you to the wake-up room. >> he's more concerned about my stress level than anything else. he just wants me to see him so i know he's okay. because i'm a mom and i worry. thousand times more than i should. >> right now his blood pressure is 179 ...

Common with him more than some of the guys i buddyied up with for close to 20 years. but that really changed me in a lot of ways. >> bryon's breakaway from the skinheads was accelerated when julie became pregnant. it would be bryon's first biological child. >> when we found out we were pregnant with him i realized it wasn't about just me anymore. i had this baby coming, and the partying had to stop. being a derelict had to stop. but he really opened my eyes to what it means to be a man basically and to try to step up to the plate. >> bryon slowly withdrew from skinhead activities, spending mor...