Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - MSNBC - 20150524:00:49:00
What is that? >> here is where it gets really worse. >> oh, god! is it supposed to be like that? oh, god. oh, god! >> they popped both my eardrums. it hurt so damn bad, i couldn't think, i couldn't sleep. i could barely eat. the only time i ever contemplated suicide was because of my ears. i would tell myself just five more minutes, just hang in there five more minutes. my goal every day was just to live five more minutes.