>> push, push. >> i was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer, so treatment took me to my lowest place and i was in a deep, deep depression. and about six months later i realized i needed to do something. my goal was to do something really difficult, really challenging, to mentally and physically regain my life back. and it just came into my head that i was going to train for a fitness competition in the bikini division. a 41-year-old woman who had had two children, has no breasts, had been through cancer, was bald. it seems like getting on stage in a bikini was going to be maybe the ha...