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About yourselves. so are you going to sneak up on somebody from behind their back? there's nothing noble about that. so it's coming, be ready. it may not come today. it may not come tomorrow. it may not come until next month or next year, but it's coming. you know? and you don't know who it's coming from. >> is that calculated? you don't know when but you know it's coming? >> it's more of a mind [ bleep ] this is what's going to happen. it ain't going to happen in five minutes, it ain't going to happen right now, maybe not tomorrow or next week or next month, it may be a year later. but we tol...

Care. i don't [ bleep ]. i'm going home. that's it, period. why would i lay in here and let you kill me, over something dumb? or do something to you over something dumb? >> shephard event wally met with prison officials to discuss his safety and even the possibility of transferring to another prison. >> how are you doing, mr. shephard? how has everything been since you've been up here? >> it's all right. i mean, it's solitary confinement, really, but if that's what i got to deal with until i go home, that's what i'm going to do. because i'm up on 900 days. and if it takes me staying in that ce...

>> i started drawing when i was 6 or 7 years old. my cousin, he drew a picture of batman. and i was, like, what is that? you know, i was, it was like a magic trick. and then he started teaching me how to draw. and after that i never stopped. >> unfortunately, goodman's love of art wasn't enough to save him on the outside. >> i started using drugs. i started being self-destructive, didn't care about who i am as a human being. was basically homeless and struggling with life in general. >> but in prison, goodman rediscovered his passion. >> a friend of mine told me since you are in prison, why do...

Him a videocamera to record a personal diary. >> this cell that i'm currently in is not really a very nice place to be, i guess. let me show you what i'm talking about. stretch my arm out. if you see my arms to my elbow, that's one elbow. basically, one arm length long, is this cell. >> it wasn't long before shephard's thoughts returned to the white supremacist gang he had once belonged to, but now had turned on him. >> just going to take this in order for me to go home. i'm willing to endure it. i mean, put me in here. lock my door. leave me alone. i'm going home. whoever don't like it, i don...

Like a dagger that's in me, all day, every day. >> clarence never left his gang. and he struggled with the desire to avenge his brother's death. and he talked about the fact that he would think about if the man who killed his brother ever came into prison, what he would do. >> would i let down my brother if i just forgive this? i ask myself that all the time. i try to weigh the options. i talk to my family about it, my mother. she try to tell me, don't, you know, don't even worry about it, which in a way makes me mad. because i feel she went soft on me. because i don't know how exactly i'm goi...