MSNBC Dateline December 7, 2019 09:24:00
Why would you do this to yourself and to us?" >> and his answer was, "i just wanted to go to sleep and wake up with dad." three months after that, he did commit suicide. >> he just wanted to be with him. so he made a decision. >> reporter: at this point now, you have this affair, this horrible choice, that has now led to, potentially, to two deaths. >> it hurts, hurts a lot every day. >> surreal. i remember just staring at the programs with his picture and bradley kolman and the dates and just like telling myself, "you're at brad's funeral right now." it became upsettingly familiar. i mean, i ...