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>> it's a nightmare. i layed in the -- the bed in jail and squirmed for three nights and sweated and puked and -- i -- you can't explain it. you can't explain it. it's just misery. >> and yet, boyd describes his arrest and conviction as a blessing. >> i would still be getting high right now. if i would've got away with it, then i would've had -- i would've od'ed. i would've absolutely od'ed. >> instead, boyd is in long-term inpatient rehab and slowly fighting his way back. >> it's intense. from the minute you wake up, it's the hardest thing i've ever done, by far. >> the daytop teens are walki...

Approximately two minutes. you could see someone calling me a coward with a 7,000 pound bomb. i lit the two-minute fuse at stoplight and i swear to god that was the longest stoplight i ever sat in in my life. i'm thinking, okay, it's lit. green. green. i'm down, what, a minute 30? i pulled up to the building, pulled the parking brake, turned it off, and then i made sure my door was locked. stepped out and walked across the street. the mission was accomplished. i knew it was accomplished and it was over. >> without warning, all of a sudden, you hear this, you know, kaboom. it's just seconds tha...

>> he gets off the highway a few minutes before 9:00 a.m. upon entering downtown, there are moments when he isn't sure if he will be able to complete his mission. >> you've got this adrenaline pumping, but you force yourself to stay calm and not be noticed. i then pulled up to the light, which is red at the time. i did the two-minute fuse at the stoplight. i swear to god, it was the longest stoplight i ever sat in in my life. i'm thinking, okay, it's lit, green, green. >> there's this kind of amazing moment as the fuses are burning back from the cap of the truck into the rear. he's kind of tap...

Erin and elijah were dead, i remember screaming at god. it took me a long time to get over some of that anger. so now i go visit aaron and elijah out at the cemetery. sometimes i get angry then, too. they were little boys, and you just don't murder little kids. aaron would be 20 years old now, elijah would be 17. sometimes during the day you're going to cry. or there's going to be something that's going to remind you of the bombing, and you're right back where you were on april 19th, 1995. we don't ever get too far from there. >> there were reports of up to

Just wanted to be free. >> the sisters and tim were put in a very difficult situation. when the family broke up. the sisters decided to go with the mom, and she moved down to florida. and tim said, no, i'm staying with dad. >> with my parents, to be completely honest, i can't sit here today and tell you that i truly love them. i know what love is. and i don't think i feel it toward my parents. you asked if there's any men i loved. i love my grandfather mcveigh. >> ed mcveigh lived a mile or so down the road and became a role model and constant presence in young mcveigh's life, once his mother ...