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It felt like the worst, horrible -- i just -- i remember the stories and you just -- you don't move. you pretend that you've already been shot. you pretend you're dead. that's what i did. >> did you worry they would see you breathing? >> yeah, i was so worried. the fact that i didn't cry is shocking, given how scared i was. it was so hard not to move, not to flinch, not to do anything that would alert them to the fact that i was still alive. and as much as the terror and the anguish was in that room, there was a lot of love. there was a lot of positivity in such a tragic, tragic place. >> how ...