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I pray that i may do the opposite of what you may have done. although caused me pain in the fear that i would grow up to hurt people as you did. i hold on hatred or anger towards you only hurt and sr. row. >> did you giver it to him? >> i don't think jim was in there. >> it was incredibly difficult to deal with 30 years ago and different difficult to deal with tomorrow. jen is open about the struggles in her life. she inherited her father's mood disorder and takes medication to manage her anxiety and depression. >> would you say your tiered childhood was defined by what

And find out what your case all when a truck hit my car,ade. ♪the insurance companyed, wasn't fair. eight million ♪ i didid't t kn whahatmy c caswa, so i called the barnes firm. i'm rich barnes. it's hard for people to k how much their accident case is worth.h barnes. t ouour juryry aorneneys hehelpou children of murderers, they wonder if there is something wrong with them. how could their parent do this. and are they going to end up like their parent? >> jen has spent much of her life holding onto secrets and shame. but today she's letting go. as a trained counselor with nearly 20 years...

Clark stevens, shooting him three times and burning his body. they claim everyone they kill ld were witches and god told them to do it. jen seen some clips from the press conference over the years but we are about to watch one she never seen before. >> my heart is beating from hearing her voice. >> i need to take a break. >> that freaks me out. >> you literally have not heard his voice since then? >> no. my heart started racing. it made me really overwhelmed. i know that voice. those things he's saying are just so bizarre and disturbing. >> and hearing her talk in the

The fear that i would grow up to hurt people as you did, i hold no hatred or anger towards you, only hurt and sorrow for the lives that were lost. >> did you ever give that to him? >> no. >> you don't think jim is in there anymore? >> no. he's this guy now. >> this was incredibly difficult to deal with 30 years ago, and it will be difficult to deal with tomorrow. but i no longer hide. i no longer keep it a secret. >> today, jen is very open about the struggles in her life. she inherited her father's mood disorder and takes medication to manage her anxiety and depression. >> would you say your ...

Teachers, the school counselor, i mean, we have situations where multiple kids are reporting a problem. and adults are saying the same thing that my mother heard in 1978. we can't do anything until he kills someone. that should not be the case. >> how did you find out that jim had actually killed someone? >> my father had called and said that he was a suspect in, i think, three murders. it did not surprise me. i knew he did it. >> before he killed those people, i felt a pure, unconditional love. now it's hard to feel and find that love under the grief i feel for his victims. >> as a little gir...