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I just have a great family. but that other kind of affection may be behind me. i can't imagine, honestly, i can't imagine circumstances where i would fall in love or that anyone would fall in love with me. and it is hard sometimes to think that that's a part of my past. >> larry: you love john? >> it's -- that's a hard question to answer because i know more than one john, you know. and is there a john that i love and will always love? there absolutely is. do i think that he's there some place? i do. i believe that he's there. but, you know, the last few years i haven't lived with that john n t...

But, you know, the last few years i haven't lived with that john n that's been really hard. and the john that, you know, that i was live with was not a john that, you know it was -- it's complicated because it looked like him. talked like him. but it was not a john -- >> larry: his followers sure loved him. >> yeah. because he stood for so many things that really mattered. still does. one of the things that's very frustrating to him is the things that really matter to him, the person he really is, is unable to act out. >> larry: our remaining moments with elizabeth edwards right after this. ge...

But, you know, the last few years i haven't lived with that john n that's been really hard. and the john that, you know, that i was live with was not a john that, you know it was -- it's complicated because it looked like him. talked like him. but it was not a john -- >> larry: his followers sure loved him. >> yeah. because he stood for so many things that really mattered. still does. one of the things that's very frustrating to him is the things that really matter to him, the person he really is, is unable to act out. >> larry: our remaining moments with elizabeth edwards right after this.