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To a much more restrictive prison, but he seems pretty resolute that he's going to try to maintain a relationship with his little boy. next on "lockup: raw" -- >> let's say i hurt a lot of people. it seemed to be the best way to get aggression out. >> an old school convict with a reputation for trouble finds his softer side. >> you look at these bette davis eyes and you think, this guy depends on me, i have to take care of him. she might actually be invisible. ♪ but mindy was actually not invisible. ooh, what are you doing? can you see me? she had just always been treated that way. yeah. y...

Little more heavily on his mind. >> the most disturbing thing of it all is the day when it occurred to a person that all the years that you fought physical battles that you thought was right, good and just, is wrong. and to know that is a very hurting thing. because, you look back over all the people you have hurted through your battles, and -- it's -- it's painful. and so, the only way to make good on it is to do something constructive, and hope that it makes a difference somewhere. coming up on "lockup: raw." >> i started singing the battle hymn of the republic, glory, glory, hallelujah. i...

>> yeah, i know, some of the things we do don't make sense. a lot of people do things for nothing. just to try to get noticed. to try to become somebody. that guy right there, he's strong. you know, he'll beat you up or he'll stab you, just to get a name. >> and then live in a box. >> yeah. unfortunately, things happen and there's no way for me to get out. this is me. i'm going to die in here. next on "lockup raw" -- >> i come from a nice family, a good family compared to a lot of the families i hear about in here. >> an inmate who grew up on the right side of the tracks commits a shocking c...

Backwards towards nancy out of the cell. alex, it's important we tell this story. we want to hear your voice. i don't know if i was getting through to alex, but i do know that i was getting closer to the entrance of that cell. we turned and we started walking down the cell tier and we get to the entrance of the cell block, and nancy is white. and she says to me, i don't know if you realize how lucky you are right now. >> hale might have been lucky, and he made it out of kentucky state knowing, alex bennett never will, but bennett has accepted that. >> i never think about the outside world anym...

>> though randall has attempted to put violence behind him, he knows his past can haunt him. in prison or out. >> in my mind, coming from the dark side as i like to call it, you're out but you're never out. if i walk up and i'm in like sears or one of the department stores and say i got my son or my daughter or my wife with me and some gang members that have heard of me see me, i might be dead right there along with my wife and kids. so once you're in, you're never out. even when you're dead it's going to always be there, no matter what i do. bye. next on "lockup: raw" -- >> decide to shoot ...