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>> still, hymer has mixed feelings about sharing a cell with someone just like himself. >> my celly is really a multiple offender. and bad as that sits in my gut like acid, just -- it's just a putrid thing. there is nothing sexy about a kid, you know what i mean? and to hear it, to know it -- i know i'm here for it. that charge. but it's just still sickening. next on "lockup: raw" -- >> i want to go home with her. >> yeah, i'm taking this one home to the country. >> the convict code takes on a new dimension when the inmates are women. >> we call it bulldagging, women relationships here, that...

Just because one of their founding members were a part of it, you ain't supposed to target innocent people. >> but perez left us with a piece of advice for any inmate thinking about joining a gang. >> my advice to him is to rug two things -- one is that he's not in control of his life because as long as he's a part of this gang, there's someone he has to answer to. whether he believes he's his own man, that's a myth. because someone's running his program. so he can walk with his head puffed up, his chest out and everything and think he's really badass, but he's going to follow orders just like...

Me and dared you to say something. i got no shame in my game. this is nothing that i'm ashamed to admit. i am what i am. i'm a warrior too. you know, so let that be known. i'm a warrior. coming up on "lockup: raw" -- >> i was convicted of four counts of first-degree murder, my children. >> how the code extends to the loneliest place in prison, death row. earning unlimited cash back on purchases. that's a win. but imagine earning it twice. introducing the citi® double cash card. it lets you earn cash back twice, once when you buy and again as you pay. it's cash back. then cash back again. an...

>> i never think about the outside world anymore. never, ever. i don't dream about the outside world. i don't read about the outside world. and this is all i've got. and that's all i think about. coming up on "lockup: raw," a prolific prison killer reflects on his crimes on the inside. >> i stabbed him 36 times. i wanted to put so many holes in him that there was no chance that he could survive. making him feel warm. then pie crust, as he wonders if it's too soon to ask what's for dessert. now vanilla, reminding him of pep talks with mom and slightly inappropriate advice from dad. new air wi...

Housed in the residential treatment unit. but it was clear that not only does he still struggle with what he did, he worries about what he still might do. >> it's heinous. if i had -- i believe in an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. if i had my way, i believe they should take my life.even though there were extenuating circumstances that were both mitigating and aggravating, that my judge was very pointed to point out, i still think having crossed that line, it's therefore that much easier to go back across. there's less inhibition to take another life now, especially even my own. i've t...