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>> and it wasn't until the cameras went away, and we backed off a little bit, that people were willing to come up and get involved in the game with him. >> in spite of the hardships, campbell told our producer that prison has played an essential role in his life. >> if i hadn't came to prison, i would have probably ended up dead. and my family knows i'm gay. you know, i told all them when i came here. so you know they all know what to expect from me now, and you know it's like i told them it's going to be a different person. >> but before campbell can prosper on the outside he'll have to learn...

It and don't ask me to talk. that's how i was. >> eventually ruple joined the bible study and find the connection with several of the other participants. they too killed their husbands or boyfriends. >> it helps me just knowing i got sisters i can lean on and someone i can talk to, someone i can share these things with and because in here, i mean you got to be careful who you share things with. >> coming up on "lockup: raw." >> i hate to say it but murder is a respected crime in here by a lot of these inmates. >> i just shot the man three times, right? and now the other police was still down s...

Give me one reason, a semi intelligent reason, why it would hurt somebody to sit in a cell locked in here by myself with some chess pieces. ain't hurting nobody in the world. but that's the boc for you. that's rehabilitation at its finest. >> next on "lockup: raw." >> there's nothing i've done that god has not forgiven me for. >> a serial killer claims he found god. >> is it a greater sin to steal a cracker, or to kill someone? >> and another "lockup" inmate finds saving -- >> in the same of satan, the ruler of the earth i command the forces of darkness to bestow the infernal power upon me. rm...

Little more heavily on his mind. >> the most disturbing thing of it all is the day when it occurred to a person that all the years that you fought physical battles that you thought was right, good and just, is wrong. and to know that is a very hurting thing. because, you look back over all the people you have hurted through your battles, and -- it's -- it's painful. and so, the only way to make good on it is to do something constructive, and hope that it makes a difference somewhere. coming up on "lockup: raw." >> i started singing the battle hymn of the republic, glory, glory, hallelujah. i...

Does he still struggle with what he did, he worries about what he still might do. >> oh, it's -- it's heinous. if i -- i believe in an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. if i had my way i believe they should take my life. even though there were extenuating circumstances that were both mitigating and aggravating, my judge was very pointed out i still think that having crossed that line, it would therefore be that much easier to go back across. there's less inhibition to take another life now. especially even my own. i -- i've threatened that several times. next on "lockup: raw." a self-p...