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Something in my nose. i couldn't speak. my parents were there and they had this board that had the alphabet on it so i could communicate with them and the first thing i asked is, pat, you know, patrick. and they said he didn't make it. >> what kind of person was patrick? >> he was just like a ball of light. amazing musician. absolute pacifist. you know, just a very kind of spiritual person, you know. the world lost a very special person that day. that's my first experience with death, and it was rough. when i came out of the hospital, i was angry. it kept me up at night. you know, i would play...

Josh goes into the kitchen area. and i go into "gunner's" room. and i shot him. i hear josh running through the house yelling and i'm kind of half dodging gunfire in my mind thinking, like, this dude might have a beef. as soon as i see patrick, i shoot one round at him, bam, and he drops. i go back into the room. "gunner" is sitting up on the bed. we're this close to one another and he has the gun pointed atmy chest and i hear it click. his gun had jammed. in that moment of fear, because he had the gun directly at my chest, and i go, you know what, and i felt good about shooting him in the hea...

This is what i did. we had a plan. our intention was to take both of your lives and then take your stuff. >> how did you get in the house? >> patrick let us in the house. >> really? >> we knocked on the door and patrick let us in. he went back to the couch and he laid back down. i went into your room and you had woken up. you had the gun in your hand and you looked at me and realized it was me and because i'm your friend, you put it back down. as soon as you leaned back, you rested yourself back like this and that's when i shot you. i shot you in your arm pit. you rolled over to the side and i...

>> i'm not sure if i even want it to go away, brother. i feel like patrick deserves that. that's part of it. that's part of it, bro. i feel those things for him and i know that his family feels those things, too. you know you feel those things. so a lot of it for me is knowing that as you have peace and i see this well being and the fact that you are sitting in this room, you know, that part does heal me, brother. that part does give me peace and i appreciate that. >> yeah. i'm proud of you and the work you did. i know it's not easy. it's like swimming upstream. >> it is sometimes. >> i know h...

That's exactly what happened that night. >> wow. yeah, i have no memory other than sitting up and getting shot. >> that moment lingers in my mind, brother. >> sure. >> it lingers in my spirit. >> right. >> so there's no saving face in this, brother. you know, it is what it is, and it's ugly shit, and i feel awful about patrick's life. i feel awful that i hurt you. it's just the betrayal and it's an awful thing to do to somebody, brother. i genuinely am sorry and that's the truth. that's what happened that night, brother. >> i just remember sitting up and seeing you there, and then wham, i didn...