Trying to eat healthy and i had actually those diets that they send you food like five times a day, home, those kind of things. >> pre-packaged, exactly the portion i had to eat. but do you eat several times a day and fill up in the morning? i find that's the best way to do it. a small meal. >> through the day, yeah. >> here is what's happening, it's your job to look beautiful and you do it well and some people criticized you for being thin after having a-- >> yeah, i know. >> what's is like hearing that criticism how you make your money and provide for your family. >> on my job, being skinny ...