Months, actually. it was my decision, so i had to come to a conclusion saying it was my decision. >> you had enough discipline even though it was an unhappy time. you compete, you get in the groove, and you go over to london. and you got all the best in the world there. did you think you were going to win? >> i was confident in my performances. i didn't think about winning. i thought about how great, and what i can do on that given day. >> were you nervous? >> very nervous. >> how did you cope with that? >> i was trained to deal under the pressure, and coach chow, one of my coaches, he had me ...