Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - CNN - 20190617:04:47:00
It was bad enough that i'm trying to process everything, but now i got to figure out what to say to my boy. when i told him something bad's happened, grandpa's -- grandpa's dead, and i remember him getting up, coming over and hugging me, trying to take care of me. sometimes i feel haunted by some of those moments that i shouldn't have had, shouldn't have had it. >> what's been the hardest thing for you, mario? >> i feel -- i probably say the hardest thing is the effect on other people.