CNN This Is Life With Lisa Ling December 27, 2014 07:21:00
The most profound thing was kind of connecting with when i was younger and the molestation attack. it's like i regular struggling, struggling to get away because the attacker was in a frenzy. >> so you thought about that last night? >> yeah, yeah. i saw that i was strong, not weak from that experience. >> has it been hard, your whole life, because you are actually a big, imposing-looking guy. >> that's -- >> to not feel strong? to feel weak? >> that's the thing. my self-identity was one of like a weak, broken young boy versus like a capable adult. i'd look at pictures of myself and i wouldn't ...