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Man. what can you say? if the person you love the most dies and you were the instrument. how would you feel? it's unthinkable. >> what's his state of mind? >> oscar is as we all are, traumatized. it's now three months down line. the family's trying to back him up and see that he's trying to cope with the death of reeva. and unintentionally he was the instrument for her death. and to come around that, it's almost impossible. this will haunt him for the rest of his life. >> he hasn't found peace. he's still haunted, you say? >> very much so. i mean, he's -- he's in morning every day, and he is l...

>> the oscar today is not the same as before. he looks with drawn, shellshocked. those who know him know one thing. his life will never be the same. >> no, it will never be the same. life is -- life has changed forever. >> his agent who built the million-dollar oscar brand has seen sponsor after sponsor suspend contracts with pistorius. but it's the public reaction that has been the most difficult for him to take. >> one day a lady recognized him in the store and started crying. felt he might grow a beard so people won't recognize me that easily. >> legal analyst kly phelps. in the public aren...

>> he hasn't found peace. he's still haunted, you say? >> very much so. i mean, he's -- he's in morning every day, and he is longing for her. that's what he tells me. >> we've just seen him now. and he said he misses her. he said, "i miss her so much." >> that is true. >> the oscar today is not the same as before. he looks with drawn, shellshocked. those who know him know one thing. his life will never be the same. >> no, it will never be the same. life is -- life has changed forever. >> his agent who built the million-dollar oscar brand has seen sponsor after sponsor suspend contracts with pi...

Hines, a reporter for kfor in oklahoma. scott, this seems to be a really horrific tornado and the full scale of what has gone on here may not be known for a few hours. tell me what you know. >> reporter: you know what, piers, it's complete utter destruction. it's been horrific. it's been deadly. been devastating. honestly, i've been in this market for about ten years and i've never seen anything like this before. we see our fair share of tornadoes. i mean, this is tornado alley. but this, whatever this was, we have never seen. you're seeing the pictures for yourself. it resembles a war zone. f...

His sister joins us from providence, rhode island. thank you so much for joining us. how are you and your family holding up? >> thank you. it's a hard time. every minute is like a year, but we're continuing to try to focus on any facts that we can to help find our -- my brother, suni. >> we appreciate that you're so brave to come on. your brother is a philosophy major and talented saxophonist. did he do anything unusual leading up to his experience? >> we've been scouring every conversation with family and friends up to the day of his experience, even up until midnight the day before, he had n...