Detailed text transcripts for TV channel - MSNBC - 20190721:09:58:00
Thoughts, mistakes. >> we sat down with him hoping for answers. as many times as we asked him why this happened -- >> i don't know. just a bad decision. >> we never got a satisfying response. >> so this isn't some kind of delayed mid life crisis here, where you're trying to be with deanna or someone like her to have a final happy chapter in your life? >> no. >> julie and i were happy. >> do you see how perplexing it is to hear it? >> it's confounding. >> that's what i told everybody. when they hear the story, they won't believe it. >> i have a hard time believing i did what i did. >> how about...