Either russia nor north korea have confirmed such a meeting, talk to revive the black sea grain deal between leaders of tech kit and russia. Have failed to reach a break through president betting that pollutant says they will be no new deal and this one of most goes conditions on met. I guess i didnt put it against it. We are looking into an intense there with other things. If i may say so with regard to the grain exports and we will do it immediately, immediately of to all the agreements are reached on the blockade of exports from restaurant. In spite of all the obstacles of russia is very keen to continue supplying fertilizer and stabilize the situation in the international market. We want to supply 1000000 tons of grain so that it is processed into care and then supplied to poor a country, see much human unity done by still most of the we have a dresser, has expectations, and all russian friends have some points but deserve or attention, we believe that what is missing should be remedied, we believe, and the continuation of the black sea corporation. The input from the u. N is also important and we are working on a new package. You know, the army general who let the coolant gap on last week has been sworn in as a self declared transitional presence. Genuine race or they were in grima depose, the elect said to present any bunker to end his father is 55 years in power. Hes splits free and Fair Elections and the referendum on adopting a new constitution. They know who Africa Climate summit has res, hundreds of millions of dollars in pledges on his 1st day canyon. The present within router opened the summit. 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And so just months together and she was gone and are totally lost of wallet to often allow for either side to get good as of june. And the final bill for the last 4 things is gone. So mean the sauce yes is cleared across stones. We as guys with 10 to shut down the mostly because its easier than dealing with i think its easy to hide those emotions and put my scan all around and pretend its not by and just get on the things put that face on and let everybody thing everythings wonderful. Reality is its not and you need to address the fact that its not the thats about the work. And come on. I went to the club with my partner and kids are the food drinks walk in on my pot and i was a little bit of a big see all morning when we go to rome and go. Potters said that the kids will live in out the shed. For the next couple of weeks trips, i was just to know if that was as enough. So i can set it on the field. The adult was right. I really dont do anything over brandons. It didnt want the other one to learn to go to open. And i dont, i dont know, but if possible, because i told them, have a not stress you just dont know how to tell somebody. Because you dont know how its going to come on. The, you know, you just, you just go on of the every day. So everythings all right. Maam, upon the last a child and i was in the month was i was the shoulders cry on. So when that happens, it doesnt give you a chance to grieve yourself, and thats just how it works out from the on the lights. And thats always, i wasnt on it and mom wants to pay a month. You want to put the food on the table and you want to give the kids the best life you want to have the makes the cash wanna buy your house. Thats what pressure and moms go. Just want to be the amount of the oaks dont we dont ask the feeling the way you feel you dont want to be feeling this way or do you feel this way . You dont know without doing the way out with this with you. All right is, is fine if they need the bible that 910, its less than 2 to 3 in the morning and my minds doing all the time over time over time. And if i was going to draw a picture, it be the one i see every night as im reading bed in the higher on the book and the kids are sitting and seeing if i go take all these tablets now and, and i was time my son was in his room, sees me later, is as soon as you take your life, the pain goes with a sense, it doesnt the just this post of it, somebody else the just take a look on what the guys assume before you go to start a little lovely so look after yourself this we need to put ourselves 1st and foremost, some things and deal with our emotions are issues. Weve got be able to show self love everything ive learned from all the people, your moms and thoughts, as you can learn from these people. Ship who you are now, but youre not that know you can be anything you want to know. You understand what you said by when you say not. But i still tend to pull myself down even when im doing good. Awesome, self applied and ive got kind of some like, you know, just because i dont love yourself. I dont know that he has what depression. And its really attic to give you self love the knowledge paying for the violence. Quite a few drugs. A company in a bad boy can smile, not the smile because thats actually a big familiarly the one that imaged all the way. You know, we dont get to press way. How does that go . So, you know, we know we all get the press you know, is such a big, single blend. People dont get depressed. I just thought never heard of the audience and they also im so happy me and hell let im like god for theyve come out the house. So anything can you tell me about the tool . Yeah, they got the most of the time. My well, just stopped to the media as well. I feel like i dont want to be a i have my life. I have this. Well, i get them quite often. Dont matter about the butler, not both the thoughts, always a man ive never thought about asking for help. You know what i might if a month talks about depression, we meant to talk about the feelings of a high to feelings. Obviously 12 my mom was depressed of this for outside the children to speak to them. Um, whats i need to go to the house and mom i need to talk to you all im failing and of depression is killing me. The my build a home himself because she loves the family. Just went down the ears called her down down moms house and he was hearing voices. And anyway, he finally donated 10 of them. Im sure you some of the didnt find them a little when james on stuff i it is you know, i dont really talk about it. I just put it on to the him. I had the sort of thing like im here to help others. Im going to you for me. So yeah, when i a table i feel good. And so we little not actually have this tendency when youre in a bad place to hate. We could be in the busiest pope, but you could feel like you live alone. These passing in the well, so im not room. Yeah. Lonely. This is the, is always being quite close, emotionally. Issues. You know, shes not the most beautiful person in the world establish kind of showtime since you didnt want to say it cuz it was global. So i dont think i just created this out to say that, oh yeah, i think it was probably just disappointing. I dont watch the time because of the color, the skin the way i was feeling my lowest points usually just lots to be around. People didnt have to have a conversation with you and you spend the letting me see and then you start just questioning. If i thought its not how long would it be before someone noticed that i was missing the 2 major sticking. So the whole, the whole the whole were doing, shutting down part of ourselves behaving the way true. So we need to start dealing with these things and, and ive met and what were struggling is just hit this like a ton of bricks like what, what am i, what am i doing and what, what am i and why am i this we in and am and i realized that all in a like every, every story that stored is a story i tell themselves, i dont want to be this put on a pedestal. Fighting machine fit for the enjoyment of other people anymore. I want, i want to be nice to people. I always did the my relationship with the person to say it was hard so long one. Im fairly surprised. I always try to give a shout in a torment all the time. Everything i was doing is inverted. Was kind of pushing against in the Office Direction to hide completely. And what was the because our stock fund rubel amid the social. Okay. The you dont mind it the night use within the northeast of england was kind a, you were told or you feel you have to make a name for yourself so that people basically leave your one charge through our local area going from your and everybodys to be afraid people convers, taught here, and you can feel it from the feeling of energy that you hold from pen to power over them. But it never felt true to me. Why was vulnerable west of it wasnt in my opinion. The environment knows in let us to protect yourself with the mask if you like in the picture, if you want them to think, youre not actually a charles putting be tough show on the front of the nation. The seminar eventually did fall in and then if i professional meet for you was just and of the tree and actually and i would walk to the kids if i didnt have any social. So i would walk around and that wasnt the rest of the kinda i do either a little bit and it would honestly maybe fails. Terrible because i would think what kids idolize this sort of the the ne use itd be a batch to me is the, uh, maybe i am is edited more that down the front here may include the life is just hard from beginning to end. You just have to sort of pushed through the find the find it, but yeah, the one of the things i say is you can tell the people, its only for yourself and its so true. We do have events in our lives that change of it might be a poor experience at the time, but if we can develop, so using those experiences, we become a table when i think back now i just think like im in such a good place now and ive worked so hard to get a and ive got like an immense, like at the 2 to got you to because without these experiences, i wouldnt be here why im the to me and then it says the launch thing. Confident to us and people kitchens. I want to be specially lights going on inside the room was filed down and the week it was like freedom. When i started a facebook i was going to place as i was getting all the channels getting the deals and these basically my. Busy is you know, try too much, im just always, you know, thats what i thought we decided to. Ready rescuers was the store, so she didnt lose money and they sold a month and it was the case. Ready as well and i tried to came what else. Ready are you going to stop this . I thought it was dead. The in the morning. You know, it just let it was big there, open there. Thats when assigned me close the window. I just paid a new pay. I was facing the big in the spangler inside the facility and then to do it. So every, the i was fighting the times because sometimes i didnt want to stuff one of the. Ready me yesterday is doc and been sick. Dont do it done to put to not sure. Sure. Welcome. And within minutes it can be all right, up picked full it up to the samaritans, and then just to the end of the phone and ill kind of speak to them. Im just shopping on control beyond the phone because i just need to know that theres somebody out there short but after which a post one long enough for up on that call. They dont even know what the foot. Ready its what you leave behind it, so you leave behind the impression is a very, very dot this, which is the fact of life. I cant imagine anybody in life, not having some form of depression, isnt a part of you to anything else. Talk black thoughts and black is the, is a part of my vehicle knowledge, part of my journey. And its a to i am the way thats being tell you that guys. And so i knew that when we finish off with a minute reflect and then a group folk, the seed of just like the so how does one forgave after losing 32. 00 family members in a anus mexico, a survivor of one of columbias 50 alone conflicts west atrocities dedicates his life to reconciliation with this peaceful says around him. Nina palazzios, life and mission, are in jeopardy. 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