Races, depression . Today, the screen we need to talk about here, the stories, shadows of german colonialism. May i put i take care of my family, manage a cafe, im consistently trying to run because this is tenzing dont mind. Made up. My dream is to represent india internationally. And i have what i see, my name is complaining about my running my knee and married just 15 and a mother at 19 tens, in his found freedom and running out from morrisons high in northern indias himalayas. She does it without any Institutional Support funds or training. This means a difficult balancing act between providing for her family in a rural village and reaching her athletic potential all while racing against social expectations for women and mothers. And thats my want to send a message to all the goals out the if i can run, why cant you the a somebody in my hometown goes, im not encouraged to run. You dont get any good. I need to try and buy myself and theres no one to guide me. Anyone. Im often told either i should do this or i shouldnt do that. So yeah, weve worked some people told me asking me why is the woman i run for then women and you run and the only. Ringback the may i put on, i do little the household shows run my cache, and on top of that consistency train and participate in some of indias most competitive races tends in his father passed away when she was a child to 2 months ive struggled ever since childhood damascus at 15, i was married off to a stranger to and i didnt live a normal life. I didnt, you didnt remember me. I called his face the but i didnt experience things i should if in my childhood the very minute. Its one of the reasons i started running. I wanted to prove to myself the doing so that i could have the kind of challenges sick. If i didnt work, i paused to limit me. My days i usually spend during tours my life comp just be the American Dream of the 2 things for myself on the 10th, and is one of indias most active, ultra ameris and brothers. She runs a small cafe in the himalayas and just have families. Main breadwinner though, she only began running, it says she to, shes one titles. In 12 of the 18 races shes taking parted, makes it a made up. My goal is to participate in International Races and represent india or that wouldnt be easy, given tenzing is reality. Money under time, i have to tell them to participate. And when i do the necessary training again, just because im financially weak, i fall behind the a note from harrison in the neighboring village of monopoly would give, tends, in another chance to prove myself the 100 kilometer matter. As soon as being organized in my home town, its called the road time challenge. Im excited to run on my home to i dont think it will rain today. The tenzing is self coached, embarking on grueling. So t now on mountain medicine runs without any official training. This is meant to state planning process on the high terms risk of injury the and the shes consistently proven hard talent with strong showings tends in still struggles to raise funds for races. I think another challenge to an already difficult suppose the come on, you know, if, if we dont have a Running Community around me, so i have to train it or not we guide theres no one to guide me or let me know what i should have void or provide way to do things that you have with them. So help send in iowa, and when tenzing came to the hospital, she was experiencing a slight pain in her right hip pain. Whats called the england overreach, and they need go on to obtain these to get was winter, at least to tell, like, well, trained training guys, obviously, since she had no one thats going to, she was doing random exercises which close to injury mixes. I just got everything changed lately. Any. Do you want to go back . But even off the guessing and, and she kept training didnt message. And this lesson to condition all of us will get when get audio to basic, a korea which is basic running, just be an effective feeling, but still she and just performed well. Performance. What are the signs for challenge and hoping to represent india internationally despite to Economic Prosperity tends and is also confronted with the daily social pressure of women hoping to succeed in male dominated schools. Yeah, this is only compounded in real india where women rarely have the opportunity to pursue sports in the 1st place. Tends in, stands out to me on her neighbors. She should run travel and see places educate herself and excel in a pass. And i have asked if im not, she shouldnt live like we bro, no, weve done nothing like that, even though not the notes everyone is. So to see if the you know, this new generation, they wont follow traditional nickelodeon, one single. Com working a single job isnt sufficient to raise a family of them which. Busy busy tends in, was raised by how single mazda tends, and its running. Its hard to understand for an older generation bunch of even people complaining about you when they ask, how do you have time for it and what you gain from it. I just sit quietly and dont tell me so i think if i really a man of me, i was married often. Ive such a young age in the way. So it wasnt. If i could have had a better life, you have no idea. What else could i do . Your father died dudley. My other kids went their separate ways. Everyone left the village in there. I was left behind with you to look often. I thought the only way to survive was mary you off. If you doing something, do it yourself, dont listen to these. People can assist me with i was doing every race that comes of moment when you ask yourself, why am i doing this . Got a, you know, what do you that i remind myself that im extremely passionate about this account. Quit health way is of the, this was my dream was renewals are face of mind. Variables are cool. This is in the back of my mind during the race. Why did i choose such a difficult problem . Because running in the rain . I know, but of mine does, i choose this funds that goes to the basement. But here he came to now ive come to the conclusion that you suffer. If you choose the other for my play myself, binge in the future problems ends in his problems on just has on mine. And there are many women like us who share option, but kind of run with me but, but the, the jump in the engine whenever tends in. And i train most people we pulse direct tests was that they took about to ask. So with these 2 goals running, going to be done, even acquaintances, say things like, where are you guys running off to honda . You go back to the engine itself is more than i do because she is a bit tulsa, the sick. She has been repeatedly discouraged and asked why she was running at this age limit. People tell her to do her, choose not in within me, but the well, i cant explain how inspirational she is for a whole stage and for the world at large even of to being married and living in a patriarchal society. So shes 14, her own identity despite societal pressure continuously bought and i shouldnt get was. So, i mean, i know what she motivates, goes around to have a niche. Shes not just running for herself or not, was involved in the account. She has a different energy, which is right now, women have hire a g sage, and rick is a woman. Thats impressive because her family is conservative fan will be. Thats why i appreciate how nice me. I appreciate the slowly but surely tends and helped change opinions of those around town. Madam i run challenging race is because i like choosing the difficult pulse. I know what im capable of and that i have the potential for even more the, the main challenges coming up, the streaming media and i couldnt really train for this race. You may not have pulled a muscle 3 months ago. The men of it, it was the same story with another recent mattress on that. I couldnt properly prepare for attendance. Give you a little beep enough. Its just the 10s in sponsored racing as an outlet for her self. Her running has become a challenge and an inspiration to many around to say force me, i get some people are happy with me. I knew they were inspired by my story and think im doing something meaningfully. The negative love is a critical asking me what im busting my next for. Some people even say to my face, what happened to you running isnt know, move forth and cool me crazy. So they say all i do is run into, into golf, to my family and me with the same i may make messages, but i want to send a message to all the goals out there. If i can run my con, you want to be, i will always maintain that women to have their own passion, which they should proceed. They shouldnt be limited, the tools will be suppressed by expectations, and thats why dont give up even when things get rough. I wouldnt give up on my passion. Nobody informed me. It is totally the boats winning the we say never giving us the most exciting sport stories about peoples passions and they drive every weekend on d w. The race has long begun later when we look back, we recognized at all, thats the moment when everything change in 5 years is going to its really been in this. We may only find out what the harms and and malign uses as a weapon against democracy or one of the a i race the next on d w. We love us. We love, does us anything unusual . No mountain is too high. The road is too long. In such a fix, ordinary we all this specialist of lifestyle 009 into, oh is on d, w i. 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