for us in the voice that he had. i just saw you at the ranger game and you seem happy. you seem optimistic. where does that attitude come from? >> yeah. go rangers. i think it's my faith. i believe that they will find a cure and the condition i'm in is just another challenge to be overcome everyday is a blessing. i realize that now more than ever before and i don't want to waste a single minute. >> brian: tim, i had a chance to see you at work and i know you wrote your latest book final season you did it with your eyes. can you explain how and why do you want kids reading this book? what does it mean for you to go number one before and do you think we could do it again before christmas? >> of course.