yeah, so i guess that would make me drama, you know. they re always writing me up, always coming on my speaker, what are you doing, cash? i guess drama. don t piss me off, girl. you know me. you know me, girl. at 21 years old, cash is on his eighth trip through the oc jail. this time after being caught with a batch of stolen credit cards. well, i was really drunk one night. and me and my friend decided to, you know, let s go shopping and we got a bunch of credit cards and we went to stores and we bought we tried to buy $700 worth of gift cards, you know, and that didn t fly, you know? 2:00 in the morning, drunk, you know, what are you kids doing in here? so, yeah. during his latest stay in jail, cash has met someone special. the object of his affection is rocky brett, who is currently serving a year sentence for drug possession and dealing. he goes by the nickname casper. the name is casper. i m going to get a tattoo casper that goes right here. i m going to get a tattoo. it
for us. they open the door when she s in day room or i m in day room or i m getting a visit, i ll walk outside, we ll get a little cuss and hug in. yeah. it s cool. i don t know. i wish it was more, you know, but i m in jail. i didn t come to jail, to, like, fall in love but i did fall in love, you know. it sucks. in mod q, the relationships are absolutely different than from other mods because in other mods you got this high intensity, ultra type a gang politicking atmosphere going on. and in a mod like mod q, it is more like love triangles going on. a lot of drama. it is big time drama mod. cash and casper s romance began when they were cell mates. but that led to a case of cabin fever. we got into fights constantly. and the deputies in here, they had enough of it. we threw coffee in the cell, we threw milk cartons at each
prison might make it necessary for him to join one. to stay alive and survive, i got to do what i got to do. you can t be on your own, can t fly your own white flag, just doesn t work that way. just me being so big, i m going to be a big flag myself. and that s kind of scary. but for now, the orange county jail provides a safe haven until the men leave for prison. but, yeah, we ll be in here for eight months now, me and him. not one fight yet. on the other side, in one of the jail s protective housing units, things are considerably less harmonious. casper, come here. generosity is its own form of power.
basher but said he did have it out for casper. they did the right thing because i was going to beat the [ bleep ] out of him, seriously. i was going to beat his [ bleep ] in the cell. only me and him in there. you close the door, it is just me and you. you could scream, holler all you want to. by the time they get there, it will be too late. real talk. he know what he did on the street. he know he crossed boundaries by coming into my cell. he kind of like violated my privacy in a sense. he running around here with fendi, doing things he ain t got no business doing, disrupting the program in the jail setting, period, you know? and it is really starting to irritate me. if me and him cross paths, i m going to try my hardest to knock all his teeth out of his mouth. that s how i feel. as long as he stays far away from me, he will go home in one piece. i ain t got nothing against homos. it is what it is.
i gave him a hug. get over it. casper, are you serious? come here. please, baby. why are you mad at me? why do we go through this every time? don t be mad at me. we go through this every time. don t be mad at me. you know i just told you what was up, you know? i know. you want to go there and hug and schmooze on whoever you want and feel like it. i m sorry. can we get over it? that s how it is every time. every time you do something wrong, oh, i messed up, can i get over it, can i get over it? why don t you go get those rules i wrote you. okay, i m sorry. no giving, sharing, trading or selling of any personal items including receiving of any things other inmate gives to you and, yes, including cellies. no holding, hugging, touching, kissing, playing like you re