and have support systems. people desperately larry: when you have it, what are the things that happen to you? it s blood borne. you can t get it from kissing somebody. it has to be blood transfused. larry: whapt happens when yo have it? you feel like you have the world s worst flu. i urge everybody to get an anti-depre antidepressa antidepressant. you have to it s like someone said i use all the brains that i have and borrow from everybody. everything you can think of to do. simple things like lowering your stress which sounds easily said but there s so many things you can do. i had a book called my breakthrough guide. in there, i talk about my studies into neuroscience about the healing part. larry: you don t have it anymore. no. larry: what was she like to live with when shead it. i call it survivor s guilt