that was the same hotel we were in, the same room, which johnny liked to be in the same room. and it was in a suite. he got down on one knee and said i want you to be my girl, be my girl forever, my woman, my girl. i want you to be the rest of my life. say yes to me. he said he wanted to spend every day he promised me that every day when i woke up that i would wake up and he would make me smile at least once, and that would be his goal. and, you know, i looked into his eyes and i saw my future