right over here. okay, that s right behind that buffet bulkhead. yes, sir. you couldn t see any seats in front of you. you could just see a bulkhead. is that correct? yes, sir. george jr. has spent a decade trying to make sense out of that january night in reno. there s people in all walks of life that have suffered loss like i have. and it s just they don t get any recognition for it. i think what makes me different is that when this tragedy struck, i was under the spotlight by media, by everybody in my town. everybody knew who i was. and it s a good feeling to have people know who you are and care. but when it stopped, when people don t remember who you are, it s a very big vacuum.