to be honest so all the training i ve done leading up to it, urm, just want to get in there and sort of show people what i m about. look at me, i m stood here in a pair of barbie pajamas and a cowboy hat making just making myself look an idiot i don t think anyone would be able to think i d be able to box. it means everything to me. like if i was to lose, i couldn t even imagine. i couldn t even imagine that. i don t think i d wanna leave my room. it is all or nothing. and when the action begins, your referee in charge is charles coakley. got them scissors ready, please? every boxer in the changing rooms before a fight will think