BBCNEWS BBC News June 4, 2024 02:12:00
Gambling and alcohol was just a momentary respite in the same continuous negative force. losing his grandfather hit him hard. his gambling started soon after, but it reached a point when he felt death was his only way out. one day he left notes for his family and went out intending to take his own life. but he was saved. it was hard enough being thejoker and making everyone laugh, and everyone loved being around me. that was draining because you have no idea how i actually feel on the inside. fr...
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