it which means that her positive drug test cost her a chance to compete for gold this olympics. she said she did it after losing her mom and i feel sorry for her. i lost both my parents. the sad reality is this, she knew the rules. she chose not to abide by them, and i admire her incredible athletic talents. they have to be applied equally. let not your heart be troubled.? are you back from vacation yet? sean: [laughing]. touche you win. laura: are you back from vacation yet? laura: i was just on vacation from you.