jodi arias says travis alexander yelled at her for dropping the camera. he called her stupid. he says even a 5-year-old could hold a camera, and then he jumps out and then he attacks, and then he holds her down. and she remembers that on a previous occasion when he held her down, he had choked her to the point where she lost consciousness. she feared that it might go farther. this time was different. he was angry. he was angry in a different way. she was in reasonable fear that he was going to end her life. as 12 jurors begin to deliberate behind closed doors, perhaps they ve already provided us with a clue to what they contemplate while deciding the fate of jodi arias. after all the lies you have