and i was full of anger, and i was full of pain. and my other children were suffering. i had numerous recurring dreams, kind of nightmares that i had a lot of anger. and i wanted to definitely take it out on him. the meeting lasted five hours. we brought with us, do you remember, some pictures of you guys when you were dating and then i also had this photograph of jenny that on the emergency room table. and i remember we kind of pulled out the nice pictures and mark was smiling and kind of talking about them and then pulled out this other picture. and i know that mark, you didn t want to look at it. and i was so angry, i just wanted to keep shoving it in front of your face. i found her. i was the one police took and shoved into a little cell for several hours. i let mark know about that. i said, hey, i was i didn t
i had a lot of anger. and i wanted to definitely take it out on him. the meeting lasted five hours. we brought with us, do you remember, some pictures of you guys when you were dating and then i also had this photograph of jenny that on the emergency room table. i remember we kind of pulled out the nice pictures and mark was smiling and kind of talking about them and then pulled out this other picture. and i know that mark, you didn t want to look at it. and i was so angry, i just wanted to keep shoving it in front of your face. i found her. i was the one police took and shoved into a cell for several hours. i let mark know about that. hey, i was i didn t do it but i was the one they thought did it. and you did this to me, plus i lost jenny that day. it s hard. every time i see these guys it s really hard because you re always thinking, i mean, it s like, i did something that completely damaged them, that
well. and i wanted to tell him about that. and so we brought with us, do you remember, some pictures of you guys when you were dating. and then i also had this photograph of jenny dead on the emergency room table. and i remember we kind of pulled out the nice pictures and mark was smiling and kind of talking about them and then pulled out this other picture. and i know that, mark, you didn t want to look at it. and i was so angry. i just wanted to keep shoving it in front of your face. i remember, i said to you, i want to hear you say that you killed jenny. and i realized how hard that was for you. but you did it. and everything just changed, because mark s reaction. and so that has given me a peace. no prison can ever reform every inmate or heal the wounds they ve inflicted on society. but the s.a.v.e. program offers inmates a way to reach out from behind bars to those who have
it was like a hit of adrenaline, you know, a shot of adrenaline, i just i mean, i just i couldn t stop. you know, i snapped i snapped. and i just kept going. man, i stabbed her multiple times. there is a lot i want to say. right now there s so much on my mind, i can t say it. my victim s mom and stepdad are here today, vickie and greg. i want to thank them very much for coming. i took these people s trust. because, you know, they trusted me with their daughter, you know, not to hurt her in any way, and i ended up killing her, you know. i can say that, you know. i can, i can admit that i ve killed somebody. when we made the decision to come to the prison to visit with mark, a lot of our friends and family were like, are you crazy? well, you know, i was full of rage and i was not healing very well. and i wanted to tell him about that. and so we brought with us, do you remember, some pictures of you guys when you were dating and then i also had this photograph of jenny dead on the
i want to thank them very much for coming. i took these people s trust. because, you know, they trusted me with their daughter, you know, not to hurt her in any way, and i ended up killing her, you know. i can say that, you know. i can, i can admit that i ve killed somebody. when we made the decision to come to the prison to visit with mark, a lot of our friends and family were like, are you crazy? well, you know, i was full of rage and i was not healing very well. and i wanted to tell him about that. and so we brought with us, do you remember, some pictures of you guys when you were dating and then i also had this photograph of jenny dead on the emergency room table. and i remember we kind of pulled out the nice pictures and mark was smiling and kind of talking about them and then pulled out this other picture. and i know that, mark, you didn t want to look at it. and i was so angry. i just wanted to keep shoving it