. i was picked up in a whirlwind. i landed against the wall, i asked, god, please, just save me. just the don t let me do i. huge chunks of concrete just hitting my body. every time another slab of concrete hit me, i just the felt ribs break, another slab, another slab, another slab. i was waiting for that one thing that was going to hit me. maybe i can take it. maybe i m strong enough i can withstand the shot. it didn t happen. 11 second later, i was alive. that s a fire fighter talk figure a new documentary that airs tonight on the discover channel called 9-11 firehouse 8:00 on discovery. good to see you. how do you feel when you come back here, your firehouse was a few yards that way. right at the foot. 12 years later, how do you feel on a morning like this?