the pain. so i kind of liked it and itsp just kind of spiraled out of control from there. so i found the most minor injury in the injuries kind of m provoked me into asking fore pills and that happened more and more . i sprained my ankle. i you know, i still play, but i need some pills and it just got worse and worse. >> and as you -- you know, you take so many for so long, then those are not goodod enouge you have t to add one or two more . and so so at my worst i was w taking sixteen vicodin. yes. a just a handful at one time and we talked about it some last night. i knew it was a problem. you know, i knew it was a problem way before that . but you know, it was to a point where i would throw up, i would have a gag reflex. nt